2dae's service had realli touched me man. during alter call, many thoughts ran through my mind. each leaving an unanswered question.

sumetymes i wonder. why is it tt i trust the physical things around me more than i trust God. shouldn't i be trusting Him more, since He's the one who created me. and since, He definitely knoes me much more than i knoe myself. shouldn't i then be trusting Him more than any other thing else...?

scenario: trust fall - hpt training camp.

it takes as much courage to fall back, and to trust tt ur frens are going to support you fall. it takes as much faith to trust in them, as we put our trust in God. i think this sumewad applies to our spiritual walk with God. when we decide not to trust Him, its the same as standing high on the table unwilling to fall back. so then when we put out trust in God, we have faith tt He'll bring us through the storms. and so during trust fall, we have faith tt our friends will catch us when we fall.

and this reminds me of belaying. cos the person has definitely got to trust the belayer b4 he proceeds to the activity. so if i were to be a belayer for the next sec2 promo camp, i get to play God for a tiny wee bit of a tyme.