had a fruitful day 2dae. had shepherding in the morning. and there's realli alot of areas in my life tt i've got to change. whew. there's realli alot man, and too much to mention. okei, so i've definitely got a problem with the way i speak, or to put it nicely. i'm consistanly sending out unfriendly vibes.

and i've not been a good testimony in skool. so then, how can i be salt n light in skool. and how den, can i impact the lives of my peers in skool. thus, i'm dettering pple frm advancing forward in the kingdom of God, all b'cos of one stoopid girl who claims tt she's a christian, but yet does all sorts of evil and mean things tt turn pple off. i realli wonder, wad's the impression tt i give. maybe other than the lameness, and all the entertainment.

and the more i think abt it, the more i feel tt the life tt i'm living right now is only of mediocrity. and its jus lyke any non-believers' life, or maybe worse. if wad makes me a christian right now is only cos i go to church, attend cg's and talk a lil about God, then i can realli say tt i've not at all touch the lives of those around me. and if i can have such great passion 2wards learning drums, den why not to the kingdom of God. the k.o.g is eternal, but yet i've chose to invest my life in many other things than it.

to wynnie (if ur reading this): thank you for correcting me 2dae.