Monday, June 14, 2004

shall blog a quick entry before i continue with my maths. din know that there was so much to be done, only ater visiting wizlearn. nvm, shall not complain cos complaining doesn't lighten the heavy workload at all.

so yea, jiayi's making me feel lyke a pj. prayer jockey. so yea, everyone welcome to ptv: total request live. and guess wad ptv is, its prayer tee vee! or to some, its ptw: prayer tee wee. i think tom yam mus be so shocked man. cos when we lyke complaining a lil abt all the hmwk and revison tt has to be done, b4 the term ends, i suddenly said "no lah. mus learn to trust God." den he was lyke, "LOLL... dOts!" tt had probably "shocked the whole century!" maybe at the back of his mind, he must be wondering lyke since when has this horney girl ever been so holey!

hahahahah!!! remembered tt night when all of us were playing piggy and i got so totally horney! and everyone was asking me to control myself. okei, everydays' my horny day. so wad can i say. maybe it runs in the family.

this is so disheartening. liwei's back, but he has to go for his reservice. which means no drums til after his reservice. but nvm, its probably a blessing too cos i can then concentrate fully on my revision. and yea, i gotta do well in my studies too cos tt in also part of my ministry. and if i do desire for a cg to be established in our skool, i myself have got to a role model for others(sheeps to be?) to look upon.

to my peers, they have probably known me as someone who jus wans fun fun and more fun. and studies are lyke secondary in my life, while most of the time i jus wanna enjoy the pleasures of the world. maybe that is what i've got to work on to, other than desiring to be salt and light. but yea, the attitude and the mindset. but of course, i dun seek for competition of any sort, cos i am totally and absolutely uninterested in competing with others. i mean friendly competition tt's totally fine, but competition where you try to even outwit and outplay ur friends, i'm nv for tt.

i dunno. but sumetymes i feel that due to the fact that we're all studying in s'pore and the thing abt kiasu-ism, it becomes lyke if you are unwilling to compete, pple deem them as epathy. i dunno. tt's absolutely how i feel abt things that so constantly happen in skool. maybe even teachers think this way. and even most of us work hard just only to meet up to the level of competency.

but still, i've got to learn to have a spirit of excellance. and yes, mediocrity and epathy, they're still playing their part in me. gonna try to put in my every effort into my studies, and my other ministries as well. and yea, let all that i've tried be justified on the scripts in phase II of our sa.

"i've given all my best and i have no regrets." -william hung. will that be what i am, at the end of the sa?

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