jus realised that contents body is so chunked 2gether.

to everyone who showed how much they cared: thank you all so much, and im grateful already to know that my friends realli do care so much abt me. thank you for the encouragements way b4 the exams and during the exams. and even now. and i think ur all worried also in some way or another, cos everything jus seem so real now. maybe even too real, and to fast a pace to keep up with. but i realli pray that i'd promote, and i think it requires a lot of faith to believe in it, cos i jus so doubt it sometimes. and i really am scared. don't know what to happen, and don't know what to expect. but still, thank you to all. and i'm realli thankful and grateful to all of you.

to sihong: i got realli shocked when you suddenly asked if you could pray for me. and honestly, i really didn't know how to react to it. it took me quite some time to process what you said actually. i thgt i heard the wrong words coming out from ur mouth. but yea, really i appreciate it.

and indeed, my hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption.