out of the circle;
amidst the gossips

im feeling excited about tomorrow, cos its some bloody asshole's birday. and crystal got her something really really nice, i think.

and im pissed with the dumb ava talk today. its totally dumb and discouraging. and most of all, I FAILED ONLY 2 SUBS and I PASSED ENGLISH for god's sake. i really hope its a mistake, and it'd better be.

mrs marilyn manson l _ _ w is so fruitted up. that extremely choleric gothic old panda. she speaks so loudly into the mic (and YES, ITS A MIC!) and very quickly also. she's so timely. and i used to think she was gentle and nice last time. well, she's anything but it.

and im very amused by this...

jiayi: bella, you're phlegmatic right?
me: ha, yah. isn't that obvious?

yes im phlegmatic.