the all-american virgin
dropped it like its hot
im supposed to be in school today, but im not. its not a case of monday blues or anything, just that i couldn't fall asleep the night before, and since i won't be even be concentrating in school i might as well stay at home. trust me its a mental torture when your mental mind just refuse to rest even when you feel so drop dead tired, physically, already. its just crazy. everytime when i try to sleep, all those lit questions just keep floating back to my mind.
not just lit like kotc, but twelfth night. all those names (orsino, feste, olivia) they keep banging themselves into your head and you just can't help but feel frustrated. and i've slept only 3 short hours and im very very tired now but i just can't get to sleep.
when i couldn't sleep yesterday night, i woke up at 1.30am and did this:
1. felt arnd for my specs on my very messy table.
2. went to the living room
3. watched antm
4. watched just for laughs gags
5. watched some lame chinese action drama
then it was about 3 already, and i decided i should go back to my room to catch some sleep so that i won't feel so tired in school. tried to sleep, but I REALLY CAN'T.
so i did this:
1. brought my huge pillow out to the living room
2. watched tv
3. boring... no shows. only golf masters final
4. swtched to cna, no programmes. only that dumb news updates.
5. watched golf. tiger was leading. he's a lousy sportsman, cos he vents his anger on the pitch. his oppenent, chris something, almost took off with a club/wood that had a loose head. some guy in those green jackets went to him, and took the club away. he puts weirdly.
6. switched to channel 8. dumb taiwan 'soap opera'. switched back to channel 5 with golf.
7. when they were playing til the 11th hole, my dad woke up and he saw me awake. (its about 5.45 now)
8. watched golf with him. asked him whether i can stay at home and not go school.
9. he allowed. went back to bed and tried to sleep. prayed to God to give me enough sleep.
10. heard him waking my bro up. felt my bro tugging on my quilt. ignored both.
conclusion:
i think i couldn't get to sleep cos i was feeling stressed. tried to sleep, but lots of scary lit stuff keeps popping into my head. maybe cos earlier on i was chionging all the lit stuff that had to be done. and im starting to hate lit a little. feeling afraid of it, cos there's lots of quotes to remember by heart. shakespeare is scary, and im dumb founded.
now im feeling sleepy.
bye.
dropped it like its hot
im supposed to be in school today, but im not. its not a case of monday blues or anything, just that i couldn't fall asleep the night before, and since i won't be even be concentrating in school i might as well stay at home. trust me its a mental torture when your mental mind just refuse to rest even when you feel so drop dead tired, physically, already. its just crazy. everytime when i try to sleep, all those lit questions just keep floating back to my mind.
not just lit like kotc, but twelfth night. all those names (orsino, feste, olivia) they keep banging themselves into your head and you just can't help but feel frustrated. and i've slept only 3 short hours and im very very tired now but i just can't get to sleep.
when i couldn't sleep yesterday night, i woke up at 1.30am and did this:
1. felt arnd for my specs on my very messy table.
2. went to the living room
3. watched antm
4. watched just for laughs gags
5. watched some lame chinese action drama
then it was about 3 already, and i decided i should go back to my room to catch some sleep so that i won't feel so tired in school. tried to sleep, but I REALLY CAN'T.
so i did this:
1. brought my huge pillow out to the living room
2. watched tv
3. boring... no shows. only golf masters final
4. swtched to cna, no programmes. only that dumb news updates.
5. watched golf. tiger was leading. he's a lousy sportsman, cos he vents his anger on the pitch. his oppenent, chris something, almost took off with a club/wood that had a loose head. some guy in those green jackets went to him, and took the club away. he puts weirdly.
6. switched to channel 8. dumb taiwan 'soap opera'. switched back to channel 5 with golf.
7. when they were playing til the 11th hole, my dad woke up and he saw me awake. (its about 5.45 now)
8. watched golf with him. asked him whether i can stay at home and not go school.
9. he allowed. went back to bed and tried to sleep. prayed to God to give me enough sleep.
10. heard him waking my bro up. felt my bro tugging on my quilt. ignored both.
conclusion:
i think i couldn't get to sleep cos i was feeling stressed. tried to sleep, but lots of scary lit stuff keeps popping into my head. maybe cos earlier on i was chionging all the lit stuff that had to be done. and im starting to hate lit a little. feeling afraid of it, cos there's lots of quotes to remember by heart. shakespeare is scary, and im dumb founded.
now im feeling sleepy.
bye.
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