torn apart
truth between reality
who's to mend the hurt again?

today's the release of our long awaited chinese o level results. almost everyone did well, faired above the expected. the only ones who i see crying are those frm devotion/endurance. with the exception of a certain someone else who cried her whole ass face red and her BIG HANDS were gripping onto a small lil scunched up tissue paper, SOAKED with buckets of tears. but well, WELL DONE, friend!

im relieved.

this were all i remembered after jumping up frm my seat when lee lao shi read my name...

audrey and i jumped and ^5-ed to each other and jumped and screamed some more.
chionged to check that i've gotten b3 correctly and to check for my oral grades as well.
continued screaming and jumping somemore.

went to endurance class to watch them get their results with sihong and audrey and cherlyn's gang.
cheered for faith people in endurance who got at least an A.
went to their class and we all screamed and jumped arnd even more. cindy cried cos she was too __________.
we all (faith people) cuddled/hugged each other.
went to an empty toilet to rejoice cos the nearest toilet had become a mourning room.
saw lee lao shi in the corridor and shouted out to her, "LEE LAO SHI WO BU YONG CONG KAO LE!!!"
and lee lao shi replied, "IM HAPPY FOR YOU TOO!"

and that's all to the short little encounter with 1/7 of o levels completed.

you heard me pray that short rushed prayer

common tests and exams teach me to work hard for a better grade, to a better future maybe.
collection of results taught me to trust.

an overwhelming gush of thoughts
no words can express
only the heart understands
that's its language