i'm gonna hate 2morrow. first of all, hpt's gotta report in skool by 6.30am in red shirt. whoever's late will be dealt with severly by shannon. wth. 6.30? that's usually lyke the time when i wake. and we're all suppose to do this xtremely lame cheer for miss.fong cos she's leaving. of all cheers a stoopid one lyke this. it really doesn't make sense. its stoopid, and there's shame and humiliation right up my face. and i dun wanna be involve with the oc! i dun wanna do that wadever lame workout thing. wth! its stoopid, and we're lyke aerobics instructors or sumething. and the thing is, it usually clashes with my church cg schedules. and which do you think i'll choose. cg defintely.

its stoopid. soon i bet i'm gonna be lyke the phantom of hpt, jus lyke that yah yah ku cha they all. if there was a reason why i hate hpt, it would be bcos they dun practise impartiality. most of the girls get their way arnd cos they flirt and they suck up to the asses of the instructors. and that grosses me out a whole tonne. at least clement and jordan they stand out amidst them. cos they're christians? ha. no. but at least they make sure everyone is treated with fairly.

okei. i read sume stuff that i think i should not have known, and yes it disturbs me. lots of angst and frustration, but not gonna have them clearly written all over me. one good thing abt not having drums as yet, i have the entire sunday to finish wadver that needs to be done. belive it or not. i actually did the chinese forum thing. din write much, due to very limited chinese vocab.

there's lyke so many things happening arnd me, that i hate so much. even the way pple react to things, its jus irritates me so much. pple are so fake sumetymes. they put on this mask that maybe enables them to acheive wadever they aspire. that's jus not their way of life. and get real.

walking away.