wonder what's up lately. there's so much stuff i wanna run away frm. just run away. and not have anything to do with anymore. i wanna run away from school. i wanna run away from exams. i wanna run away from chemisty. i wanna run away from failing results. i wanna run away from having to face with my parents after those. i wanna run away from feeling that i'll never do well. i wanna run away from knowing that i'm behind time of everyone. i wanna run away from ______. i wanna run away from it because it piles up to what i wanna get away from.

yah. call me an escapist or whatever. haven't been doing my revisions. and hmwk's all done rather slip-shotly. mid-year's in a week time. and im not at all prepared.

was very eager to rush home after service today. did scale-ing today. and its addictive. thank you weijun for that tabbed out scales you sent me! great stuff. for all you know if i were to be known one day, it'd be all thanks to your scales you sent me.

im not sick. but i like that ache from doing the 4-3-2-1- scale. its a nice ache that develops in your pinky. but it was hell tough when i first tried it yesterday. and now at least its functional. and i'll probably wanna rush home everyday to practise for an hour or so. and then off to crazy hours of revision.

well, God bless me.