fuck. i just screwed myself up.

"If you wish to accept the offer of admission, you must attend the enrolment. Please keep the appointment given to you in the letter offering you admission to the Singapore Polytechnic, otherwise the offer will be deemed to have lapsed and the vacancy will be offered to other applicants. "

-SP Admissions Site

fuck, tell me how fucking screwed i am.

I didn't do the pre-registration at sp, didn't turn up to sp for my appointed registration.

And now, my application to TP is still pending. Not a single confirmation YET. should have done the jpsae, which is so much faster and less troublesome. at least not til this state.

FUCK IT.

imagine if i never called sp, and i got rejected by tp both at the same time. i'll be a fucking 15 point average, with no school to go.

and fuck, im only going to earn $1280 this month cos friday i have to go down to sp for my enrolment. $280 is not even enough to pay for the MIKEAL corner workstation from ikea.

and then orientation at sp - 10th march. i'll only be left with 10 days to do my necessary stuff to prepare for school. and if tp accepts me, definitely about another 10 days to adjust myself for school.