the complete incomplete

from what i've read, i feel suddenly so insensitive to certain people in my life. they include the friends in school. and i really mean insensitivity in a literal manner of being not-sensitive to a person, which obviously takes the form of never expressing how much i really care and am bothered about them.

i am asian, cultural, and conservative.

i fear bearing my emotions naked in-front of people. even to my closest friends, i hold certain reservations. which also explains why i feel mostly uncomfortable about sharing some songs i write (sound so bloody cliche here). but i'm still trying to improve on that.

can't believe how stupidly emo im getting. but its really something i read, and the raw emotions channeled to that writing that evokes so much.

now when i see happy people, i'll know its a whole different story within them.

goodnight everyone.
i've got a date with the lion or elephant tamer tomorrow.