an assault

i am going to get water baptised this weekend.

i did a horrible thing yesterday.
it felt good.

my dad asked if i was giving my mom the cold shoulder.
he thought i'd wait til i was 18.
he asked if i needed them to witness it.

i am not giving my mom the cold shoulder.
i thought she was mad at me.
i thought i'd give her some space.

i do not discuss things with her.
i do not love her as much.
it breaks her heart.

i am getting water baptised this weekend.

(okay too much i's)