if only, each one realised

2006 is soon to be warmly received with arms wide open, by the many people living in the face of this earth.

i end 2005, with a whole new experience - work.

now that my ass is rested on the little blue chair with my fingers typing this, the year 2005 should have be closed with a nice warm dinner together with friends. okay, maybe not a dinner, but basically great company with people you call your friends.

2006 - we've all survived the long hard days of 2005.

2005 - the year everyone worked hard to survive the o's.

the o's - a series of major examinations that separates the best from the mediocre.

2005 - we've seen only part of the drama

2006 - yet another eventful dramatic year ahead.

on a brighter note, the days ahead are just going to get better.

then again, 2006 seem like just another 365 days ahead. i prefer to see things in days. years seem like something that would never come true. days are much more realistic. i prefer to number my DAYS, and not years.

if i were to do a summary of the year 2005, it'd be an endless list of events and drama that took place. but in short, 2005 has really taught me much. there are so many people i've to thank for, but i don't think i have the courage to. certain issues are simply too sensitive to be brought up.

and to God:
forgive us all for all our sins once again. we can never love you as much as you love us. please forgive us all, and bless everyone else with love we cannot give. thank you.

signing off,
another sinner you've created not to be