she screams;
he weeps

boy god save me, for not revising my chinese for 2 consequetive days. and i'm feeling guilty like God knows what. well all thanks to my over-worrying parents. now nothings done, since wed when i finished my sec.2b chinese.

the day's drawing near, and amanda's bday too.


why does she not fear?
she screams and he weeps
the onlooker watches in fear
though it was all a different tongue

the onlooker asks, "aren't you afriad?"
she replies, "no. its just ending."

here's the chorus of this new song i wrote. its not about me breaking any boy's heart (maybe not yet or anytime soon), but abt breaking God's heart. i'm not sure if its God speaking to me or not, but it is about doing the best for Him. this shall be the best I wanna do for Him.

so here goes...

*do not steal pls. tell me if you like it.

I prayed that night You would mend Your heart
I prayed that night You would be alright
I've hurt you so much, too much
I heard you cry when you watched me fall
I never knew You felt that way
I didn't know You were my friend
For You are God.

well i guess everytime when i sin, i never realise how God actually feels about it. like because, HE IS GOD. like will someone so great and mighty feel hurt and disappointed when he has the power to make things go his way? you never know how many times you just gotta say sorry, cos SINNING IS OUR NATURE. but for now that's the song for him. the verses and pre-choruses aren't very developed yet. ask me to play it for you next time alright, when its done.

til then, happy mugging EVERYONE, and happy holidays BASTARDS.