do you call it phleg-choly?

alright i did this, and turns out that i'm highly phlegmatic and melancholy. followed by sanguine, and then choleric. goodness gracious, i didn't know i was THAT phlegmatic man! my scores for being phlegmatic is twice as high as those of the others, combined together.

im going to be a nice/good girl tmr, cos im reporting to mi for the very first time for orientation. i really pray for the best tmr. cos im not exactly being very enthusiastic about it. i feel like pulling out frm mi for the first three months, cos first of all, im going to wasting my parents money if im going there for only probably 5 times a month. see, if you have work, and you probably have more fun working, and secondly, you don't really have the intentions to stay on in mi after you get your o's results back, then you'll probably feel the same way as i do now - go work your ass off first and not waste your parents money by reporting to school only 5 times a month.

mi seems only like a great place for orienatation purposes. but after that, its not very convincing yet.

so far i can't make my mind up yet. i don't wanna waste my parents money, yet at the same time, i wanna try for the commerce subjects in mi for probably a week, and then i'll pull out frm it? the arts path is too rigid. probably a killer as well. sometimes when you have too many choices, it makes you fickle.

im tempted to pull out frm the whole first three months thing, how disappointing can this be? and my parents agree that it's a pretty waste of time. cos they think i'd be better off, doing some money making since i have no intentions for mi or jc. makes sense though.

ah we'll see how tmr. maybe i'll just try mi for a month first. then if i can still pull out by then i will. we'll see, we'll see...