well... sumething happy to look forward to. here's my results for my common test:

english: 19/30
chinese: 56/100
maths: 8/40
a.maths: 13/40
science
chem: 16/25
physics: 10/25
total: 51/100
comb. humans:
ss: 15/25
hist: 13/25
total: 56/100
core lit: 66/100

cheers! i failed only 2 subs. though the others are jus border-line passes, but its sooo much better than my 1 common test and mid-years. :)

can i swear, lyke ****. i cun stop feeling so bloody ****ed up, though its over already. lyke ass. i cun believe i got lyke so carried away even to realise that the problem wasn't with the cables, but the very own guitar that i was playing. this jus make me so wanna get a good electric guitar for my own, and for our band as well.

everything went realli good, except the part when the guitar wasn't working loud enough to heard to the end of the hall. and you can sumewad call the guitar the most important thing to the song. plus, there was solo and the audience couldn't hear it. arrgghh...! though a few pple said it was great and all, but with the guitar working it could definitely be so much better. terk said that was wad miss sab said too.

but anyway, still...

to all who consoled/ congratulated us: thank you all very much.

i was realli touched by siu hui and seft. hardly ever communicate with siu hui at all, though we've been in the same skool, church and even same unit. saw her with her friends after our performance, and she jus came over to lyke affirm/ encourage us. sumething of this sort. casually, i asked her whether she could hear the guitar and stuff. and she said sumething about effort and stuff lyke that. and yah, thank you. though i doubt you'll read this.

and seff: thank you, realli, so much for all the technical assistance. and all the encouragements. and thank you again for switching the cables for me half-way during the performance to correct the sound.

and robin mulyadi: thank you for adjusting the amps, to match the tone of our song. sorry for hating you, last time.

*the above are jus random thoughts and thanks-giving.

sumething very fugly is up with my com again. its jus a fugly cranky com. but well, i hope the fonts are jus nice. everything jus seem so big suddenly. and BIG fonts disturb me. wad can i say.

there was rehearsal in the hall earlier on in the evening. everything got very crancky initially, and its so so obvious that acapella wong is jus plain biase. shall not condemn her here. but anyway, seft aint' that bad afterall. they're realli nice people. used to dislike vincent quek from seft, cos i thgt he was lyke such an action-filled person. but still he's very action and all, but he's nice. approached him on behalf of us all, to ask if we could use their amps and their bass since we din had ours. and believe it or not, our band had nothing xcept the electric guitar only. but anyway, he was kind enough to negotiate it with his band and they allowed. dun realli lyke the bassist. he's so 'zhuai' is that wad you call it. or was it 'zai'? yah, but he still allowed us to use his bass though. and i must say that his bass looks realli 'seasoned'. i think andrew is realli a very nice guy.

yea, so cheers to cheryl. but anyway, he kind of lyke set up a mike for the guitar amp, cos it wasn't sent to the main monitors. our skool's p.a realli suck. they jus cun get things right, and they never know the significance of it all. when we were going home jus now, seft approached us (bing and i) and asked about the amps. but i thgt the skool was providing? think we're gonna use seft's amps, and i actually asked them whether i could use the big amp cos its so much better. and i felt a little embarasses to ask, cos they are so so much better than us. and they mus be thinking lyke, "whoa, why in the world do you need a big amp for?"

but well, they agreed on it. we jus gotta pay $15. wad can i say. they're jus realli nice guys. forget about the cool image, they're nice afterall. perhaps, we should get them a little sumething as a thank you thing. no further intentions.

okei. im using the com in school to blog. having the lame course again, as usual. and we pay to use the school's com. listening to ryan cabrera from his official web. cool, they have maybe lyke his full album maybe up on the web. its a realli cool way to promote ur album.

miss chionh realli rocks. she actually found this jamming studio for us that costs only $8. she told me about it jus this morning, after morning devotion. so cool. but well, that studio belongs to her friend. its actually in his house, but his mom manages it. he actually lyke transformed his room into a jamming studio. but its an electronic drums, so terkey if ur reading this, you gotta make do with toy drums for a cheap jamming place. its weird right, cos its in an apartment in this flat. but well, that's good.

boy, let's realli do a good performance on tuesday not jus cos we wanna win the prize but also, lets's do it for ms chionh. she's realli jus so ... awesome. and she actually suggested to us, that maybe we also do a lil music video. so we're gonna do our recording this sat. she's realli cool man. and she's lyke more than willing to loan us the school's video cam, for our recording. great. and if im not wrong, i think she mentioned also that after we record it, we could lyke show it off to our class.

feel lyke i should get her sumething or maybe to realli write her a card, to appreciate all the things that she did for us. and yea, not forgetting her lil encouragement post-card that she gave me.

cheers to all phs students. woo! there's no school tomorrow! but exactly though, we still gotta report to school. no lessons, but we gotta do sume charity work. sume flag day kind of thing, but jus that we sell those lame things again. amazing how it's been a year already, since we last sold those things. and jerine had a caterpillar or worm on her head. and crystal spilled whipped potato on the train. i realli hope i could jus stay at home and slack 2morrow. cos we gotta do 'yi gong' til 3p.m and man, that's very very long. kind of lyke forced labour, maybe. and i wanna get my adidas sportsbra. i need those badly, actually not realli. but they're cheap cheap.

so yea, im shamelessly promoting the adidas factory outlet. so everyone and anyone who's reading this, jus go if you dun mind getting cheap but ages ago adidas products.

i can finally use the com after a veri veri long while. and while im blogging this, sume lousy bugger fanatic is sitting beside me, watching me blog. and "i'll read it anyway...!" anything. -ignores-

friday.
we had our auditions, and we screwed quite a bit actually. not, its quite alot. but anyway, it was a totally new experience performing infront of judges, and a group of people. wasn't realli that nerve-wrecking actually. cos we had our instruments to concentrate on. well, amanda could sing quite well. realli cool. but yea, we thgt we wouldn't at all get in cos it was realli bad. but i guess the sec.1's weren't that good afterall. but cool, they sang this christian song. one of my favouritest song. they sang better than life, and so sorry but i think they were quite lame cos they had a classical guitar, but it wasn't plugged in and it cun be plugged in. lyke wad the hell, you cun be heard boy. and they had this realli booming e.guitar. the guitarist is quite impressive, cos he played his song realli fast, given that the tempo was already fast.

but well, cheers to everyone who participated.


monday (today,you moron)
yay! we got in! realli unpredictable, though. cos yea, we screwed it up. read the above. but then sumehow, i think the judges qualified us cos maybe we're sec.3'. so that means, its lyke maybe our last thoing. so yea, but still we got in. and the rehearsal's on next monday, and the real thing's next tues. miss chionh's realli cool. she actually asked us, if we needed a video cam to lyke shoot our mini-mtv. so nice of her. but i suppose when we jam sumetyme this week, then we'll borrow it from her. but i suppose if we're gonna record a good one, we better go to the one at chong pang cos its a studio and its sound proof. and maybe we can use studio 4, cos its red. but studio 2 has better guitars, and their amp's aren't that screwed.

but then again, wynnie says that theres this place that you can jam at for only $2.10. lyke wad the hell! think its thomson's yamaha. but its so cheap. and i dun exactly believe. gonna call them, if there's realli lyke such a deal.

pls, miss me. my com's behaving lyke such a bitch. always up with such crazy problems. but well, jus .... miss .... me .... realli appreciate it.

taking a short lil break, b4 i contd with history again. mr. ram is such an asshole. the whole hist class don't freakin know which chapters are tested, cos he din make it known to us. wad an asshole. a big black asshole.

wooo! im so excited! terkey, are you sure ur not taking back ur words. i realli think we can make it through the auditions. call it a blessing, wadever but the sec.4's are banned from the competition. which means we realli stand a great chance to get to the finals man! woo. lyke have you seen a band that's made up of only girls. girls playing their own drums, key-board, guitar and even bass. its so cool. and we finally finally finally, after a veri veri loooonnnnggggg ancient then have we got the whole song settled. its so cool. we can finally play a song 2gether! and its rocks man. and the songs sumewad ours cos we changed a lil of the orientation here and there, making it our very own versh of Don't Look Back in Anger.

its so cool. and terkey's realli crazy. she says if we were to win the fianls, she's gonna treat us to macs. wad a joke. s.h and i was lyke, "are you sure? ice-cream cone only isit?" trust a cheapo women lyke her to say such things. but anyway, who cares who wins it. but we're so gonna bring the house down. no, the school down i mean. auditions, this week. and we get to miss a lil of tan s.t's lit class.

this is really turning me on man. and the jamming studio guy was nice enough to lend us that 'tambourine' for free. nice guy, and he also feedback to us that our beat was too fast. but hell, its ex to pay $15 per hour. and the catholic high guys almost beside our studio was jamming to blink 182's I Miss You. and it was bad. i think their bassist is gonna go crazy with that song, lyke hell, ur imitating a top-notch bassist from blink 182.

this is sure getting so so exciting. gonna borrow the video cam from ms-chionh to record our lil mini jamming session this veri thurs. amanda's gonna sing for us. haven realli heard her sing yet, though. but she's got the guts, so why not.

lil joke of the day. this was wad miss chionh said in when she came in for pccg:

chionh: 2dae bella's gonna take over the class. so pls keep quiet and listen to her.
me: huh? but im not sharing a book wad?
chionh: -laughs- cos we're gonna discuss abt sex 2dae, and she knows so much about it. let's welcome our sex-guru...

everything seem to be about sex during lessons. lyke tan s.t discusses about sex issues with us, cos we're doing k.o.t.c. and its highly entertaining. so probably one reason why i hardly ever fall asleep in class now, cos its ALL ABOUT SEX.

shall blog a quick one b4 i go off with my nerding. wow. history really makes me think. kinda lyke literature though. it makes you think of the person's character attributes, which hopefully would be of great help maybe. but well, our textbook has such little info about hitler. wad a shame.

as i was reading up the textbook, there was this point about the christian church thing. and i think im much much more impressed by this Pastor Martin Niemoeller, than Hitler. though Hitler's charismatic and all, but still he's evil and insane. it jus reminds me so much of me leek. so sorry. but anyway, that Pastor Martin wadever was the one of the many people who resisted Nazi rule. he was definitely brave and bold, to have established the Confessional Church, in which they preach about many opposition to Nazi rule. but unfortch, he was sent to a concentration camp as expected.

got this from the txtbk. he said, "we must obey God rather than man." might not have been sumething great, cos you hear that quite often in the church. but i mean even at such critical time, he still chose to obey God. i dun think everyone would be capable of that at such a time man. but perhaps, it really was a test of faith.

gosh, i wanna get oasis's album man. wanted to get it since sec.1 but din manage to, though. they've realli got great music but yet easy to play to for newb's lyke us. but their lead guitarist is realli 'zai' according to liwei. its inhumane man. lyke wad kind of fingers does he have? if i could meet him in person, i would request to look at his fingers cos they're gonna be so damn thick. but he's realli good man.

to audrey: cheerios and oreos. dun get overly disappointed, k. though we cun expect you to go jumping with madness right not. so yea, lyke wad ms chionh always says. Time heals all wounds. so hopefully, it'll heal that wound of urs too.

my fingers are so totally screwed. wad can i say, life of a guitarist. okei, call me a poseur.

well, visiting this church jus bside my house 2morrow with phua xiao ting. wonder wad's up with the church. been there b4. i guess we're gonna be the only ones jumping during p 'n' w. kinda cool though, to watch 2 heads bopping up and down. and i have a feeling, i'll bump into fireworks lim 2morrow.

hyped.

Boy oh boy! Im going so totally crazy and insane about the band thing man! woo! This is so totally insane. Audrey has this Colin friend, and their band is jus totally impressive. Its really shocking to realize that almost everyone is part of a band. Lyke do we consider ourselves as band? But man, its totally impressive.

Go check them out. oh, and we need a distortion pedal badly. Went to check out the jamming studios in ulu chong pang. Its so ex to jam in studios. $15-16 per hour. But they’re so so much better than the one at aljunied. The ones that we saw were so organized and clean. So yea, theres 2 jamming studios in chong pang. Kinda cool rite, cos of all place chong pang. And chong pang is such an old pples place. But anyway, we still have yet to hunt for that $8 jamming studio, if it really does exist. But still, it will be great if we could find that out-of-the-blue place. And jamming studios rent their equipments at scaling peak rates.

Oh yes, a lame excuse I could come up with the next time we jam say maybe in chong pang. I could tell my parents that I was going to jam, but before that I could buy lunch for my grandfather first. Its totally lame! So dun stone me.

Distortion pedal prices ranging from $10-20 per day.

Figgin hell.

What about hyped?

Freak Out
Avril Lavigne

Try to tell me what I shouldnt do
You should know by now,
I wont listen to you
Walk around with my hands up in the air
Cause I dont care

Cause im alright, im fine
Jus freak out, let it go

Im gonna live my life
I cant even run and hide
I wont compromise
Cos ill never know
Im gonna close my eyes
I cant watch the time go by
I wont keep it inside
Freak out, let it go
Jus freak out, let it go

You dont always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
Walk around with your hands up in the air
Like you dont care

On my own
Let it go
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Gonna freak out, let it go
Gonna freak out, let it go

Wad do you do when you cun sleep? Watch more music videos.

Avril lavignes My Happy Ending video is featured on windowsmedia.com. its totally hilarious man. first, she tries to dance/ballet and then she tries to play the piano. Its jus lame. And its quite dumb actually. The guy isnt even cute. And thats all for her happy ending. But anyway, she looks a lil frightening though. Wad about red/vermillion eye shadow with black mascara and maroon lip stick. Frightening enough? Or wad about watching someone with that kind of make up, watching you from above a building.

Caught her Dont Tell me video also. Shes dressed in only a pink tank with panties and long thermal socks. The guy looks lyke the one from My Happy Ending. But yea, and shes tiny. Her videos are all so predictable with the same kind of happenings. Theres always this guy whos breakin her heart. And she manages her anger in a drastic way.

And its only now that I finally catch her Sk8er Boy video. Call me cookoo or anything. But I have the making of the video though. Lyke that video. Its better to watch sumeone untalented screaming into the mic and jumping on top of cars, than watching the same person learning/posing/trying to dance or ballet in a red fluffy thing. But I have to admit shes so much better now. At least shes learnt to play the guitar. Watched a number of her videos, including Nobodys Fool. Its from her concert, and her voice sucks in it. So quite a bit of contrast aint it. The young and immature avril vs. the guitar playing avril.

Woo. I actually sat through the whole of nip/tuck yesterday. I hardly keep my ass on the sofa for the entire show. Its usually quite boring, but yesterdays one was superbly nice. And so are the episodes to come.

Yesterdays episode was quite grosse. This guy, sume mafia, he tricks girls into smuggling cocaine for him through the use of silicon. Its so grosse. He faked this modeling agency up, which apparently is bogus. And he tells them that they have clinched this modeling contract bogus crap. And then he gets this European girls to get sume boob job. And instead of putting silicon into their breasts for the boob job, the silicons replaced with cocaine. And he stuffs lyke 2 silicon bags of cocaine in each breasts. And the girls breasts are HUGE! And theyre really huge. It is a major turn off.

And then this girl when she went to the plastic surgery agency, during her consultation she said this.

Sean macinmyre: so wad are you dissatisfied with?
Girl: my heels.
Doc sean: wad about ur heels?
Girl: kidding. You know what my problem is, and we are both looking at it.
Girl: I thought American man lyke big breasts, but I was told at the agency that I had to get my Volkswagen removed.

Its veri grosse. And that both doc. Sean and Christian were threatened by that mafia guy. And he’s so sick. He treats women lyke trash. And the way doc. Christian wrench the whole cocain bag out, eewlll!!!

But anyway, the episodes to come are gonna be less explicit. cos there will be less sex scenes. Serves him right man. that doctor Christian such a womanizer. And he got this women pregnant, and he has to get through the pregnancy together with the women. And for once, he din want to have sex.

Women: do you want it?
Christian: -grabs basket and cover- no. not at this moment, when ur pregnant.
Women: why? Not turned on by pregnant women?

But in the end, its rather touching. cos actually that women lives by the sea, in this yatch. So he got her to move in with her, and even initiated that she shared the bed with him.

Cun wait for the next episode. I know I shouldn’t be watching sooo much tv. But still…

Cheers to me, cos ive found a good excuse to dwnld kazaa. Kazaa is still so much better than imesh. Or at least its user friendlier. Gonna have drums lessons later at shans house. Finally, after sume looong loooong time.

Ponned the national day thing today. But according to jian ning, ms tangs gonna be the one taking our attendance, and I suppose its a good thing after all. But I feel quite bad for ponning it, cos miss chionhs gonna be so disgusted. And balls to ms yeo, to put me in that shit poetry appreciation crap. Lyke hell, do I look very much lyke poet?

But anyway, had a lot of fun yesterday. Went swimming aka tanning at shans house. quite cheapo, cos we were there by ourselves jus to get a tan. but bella had fun not jus cos she got a lil tan, but cos she found herself a new toy. And that toy, isn’t an object but a someone. Ok. We were lying on the pool chairs, when this ang-moh girl came over shooting water at us, out of her water pistol. Ignored her initially, but in the end we (ultimate fan, Audrey and me) played along with her. And everytime she came over to shoot us, ill jus pretend to be tanning. And when she got nearer, I got jumped out of the bench to frighten her. Im a meano, get it. But it was fun man. and in the end, we jus played along with her. We were all lyke running around the pool and the puny playground. Shes damn active.

And there was this stoopid boy named Connor. We were playing with him also, when suddenly he came over to me and said, “im going over to the playground alone to play. And I go without you.” From the way he puts its, I thgt he was trying to be sarcastic. So I went, “oh. So you want us to go with you?” and he repeated himself again. Then he said, “Im going to the playground alone to play. So, can you not disturb me.” Wad a rude bitch. He has this lame puppy and his mother is lyke so fierce looking.

We left at six, cos of tan s.t lit extra class. Which starts at 6.45 and ends only at 8. but she held us back til lyke 8.30. that ang-moh girl is so fun to play with. Not lyke other cheena kids who jus lyke to cry.

Conclusion, bella likes to play only with ang-moh kids. But she likes scaring them more. But you can hardly ever imagine me playing with small bite-size kids.

Fuggin com. Somethings very very wrong with it. Do you see those funny looking words in my past entries, thats cos Im using ms words to type my entries and then copying and pasting them back to blogger. So yea, its the exclamation problem. So yea, no more exclamation. Ill try. Feel utterly cheapo.

Anyones joining me in Chinese remedial. Im so gonna die there, cos I suppose im lyke the only one in express there. Asked her about it 2dae, and she told me she conducts it on every Wednesdays, but its mixed together with the normal students. Im dun really mind actually, but hell, theres chem on Wednesday too. So which do I go to? Cgs on every Wednesday. So what now? But Id really appreciate it if miss lee changes her remedial to say Tues or something. Or maybe ill go for chemistry on Monday after English remedial. Im in for almost every remedial, what abt tbs conducting a physics one too. Ill be there, definitely. I jus need lyke so much help with my studies. so yea, pardon me. Utter transformation from a slack-girl to a n.e.r.d.

This is cool man. everyones quitting hpt! Believe or not man. I thgt it was only Audrey and I whos feeling extra in hpt. Turned out that everyone (maybe not, but almost everyones) feeling extra. We are lyke peasants in hpt, always scorned at by the upper class. And in this case, the upper class refers to none other than the notorious duo. Hpt is bogus. They preach about impartiality, but are they practicing wad they preach. Hoho. Perhaps you could answer that urself. But sad to say, its really bull shit. Wad a jerk. Fugly ass a.k.a pi gu dongs. –looks at terkey pea goo dong-