Ok. I’m supposed to be grounded off the com and the phone for 2 whole months, til the final year paper’s over. But to hell with it, its friesday today.

Thursday:
There was the “lights, action, camera, cut” course, and it sucked. Big time too. It wasn’t lyke how I expected it to be. It was b…o…r…i…n…g. and almost everyone was lyke complaining, and everyone regrets for joining the course. The instructors kinda suck too. They’re so unfriendly, to call themselves instructors when they’re suppose to interact with hyper-active pple lyke us. We have 3 genres of video taping to choose from: drama, documentary or advertisement. I’m in the same group with Lydia and the grace gang. A lil weird though. But they’re mostly hpt’s if I’m not wrong. Suppose we’re doing an advert, since Lydia wants to. Can you believe it? We actually pay lyke $30 to play ttb during the first lesson. Its quite fun. Was surfing for The Simple Life, previously. Love the entertainment that I get from both Nicole Ritchie and bimbo Paris.

Had ptc with miss chionh after the course. My mom was lyke so rude, so damn attitude sia. We were in the staff lounge and she jus sat there with that buay song face. Made me so worried, cos she looked as though she was gonna shout at me after we left the staff room. But thank God nothing great happened. No earthquake, no thunderstorm. Weather’s jus cloudy over the northern area.


Today:
Ponned miss tan’s class. Lyke balls, I jus hate remedials on friedays especially cos its such a kill joy. Friesdays are reserved for fun and laughter. No extra classes, no no. Went j8 with Audrey and ultimate fan, and we saw the discipline teacher gang. Balls. Veri comical, we were in Samuel and Kevin cos Audrey wanted to check sume stuff out, when suddenly she shouted, “shit! Miss lim and miss tang!” and all of us quickly put on our name tags and skool badge. It was so comical.

And luckily they weren’t over at the other part of j8 earlier on. we’re gonna be so skrewed if they catch us crashing Watsons. We were lyke playing with every gel that we see. And smelling all the loreal hair cream. There’s so much temptation there man. “We dun wanna buy from watson’s cope shop.” But its really fun to jus go to shops, and then check out their stuff and then do all sorts of unthinkables there. Guess, we’re gonna be sume mall-crasher soon. We’re never up to anything good. So you know why, troubles our name.

Can I say I hate that part-time p10 dj. Her name’s Mag and she’s taking over Jamie yeo for the moment, while she’s busy rehearsing for Private Parts. She such a moron, and did this veri stooped thing yesterday. While she was playing train’s ordinary, during the music interval where it slowly leads to its bridge, she thgt that the song had ended, and she spoke into the mike. So damn ulu pandan. She must have felt so ashamed of herself. And she’s got sume weird way of pronouncing certain artist/e names. Eg. Avril lavigne. She pronounces it as “eh-vril lavigne”. Her accent is so inconsistent. She’s either normal, or suddenly she switches to singlish. And pardon me, its really singlish singlish.
Guess I’m gonna be all ears and all eyes, since I can use neither the com nor the phone. But hope, it does me good.

Sick of it; wishes to back-out. its no longer fun, when none’s working out.

**** ed off and died. <--- to myself

SECTION 1// YOU +Call me: whichever ur calling me now               
+Age: 15                      
+Height: 163cm
+Hair Color: dark brown
+Eye Color: black
+where im at: home
+Fear(s): dogs! Animals in general. 

SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER??
+Peed in ur pants? Yea. Like who hasn’t
+Fallen off da bed? definitely
+Fallen for a relative? Nope.
+Had plastic surgery? That’s probably like the last resort.
+Failed a grade? Wad about passing
+Broke someone's heart? I dunno? Maybe.
+Had ur heart broken? Wad do you think
+Had a dream come true? Dun recall any.
+Had Sex? Soon, maybe
+Done something your regret? definitely
+Cheated on a test? Used to. But try not to. It’s a SIN.
+Been raped? Maybe, soon by cai jun. mayb he does rape me mentally.
+Broken a body part? Sprain, yes. Ankles and wrist. 

SECTION 3// CURRENTLY
+Wearing: clothes.
+Eating: ate/ swallowed cough syrup
+Feeling: sick. Sick frm coughing.
+Reading: this thing.
+Located: my room.
+Chatting with: was chatting with tomyam. Got him to post the situational writing crap on pings portal since my account has been suspended.
+Watching: my comu sceen.
+Craving: nothing.
+Should really: spend q.t soon. 

SECTION 4//DO YOU...
+Brush ur teeth? Do you?
+Like anyone? Myself. Self-obsession, you see.
+Have any piercings? No. the needle gun scares me. Looks violant.
+Drive? Yep, Daytona.
+Ever get off the damn computer? Try sleeping on ur lcd sceen. If it works, tell me.  

SECTION 5// FRIENDS
+Who is your best? you guys know urself.
+Who is the loudest? Sihong!
+Who is the shyest? Terkey? Suans pple, but always so afraid to speak up.
+Who is the hottest? Angelina jolie!
+Who laughs the most? I cun think of anyone. Maybe cos I laugh the most.
+Who have you known the longest? Wad about whose known me the longest? God, definitely.
+Do you only hang out with a certain type? Not exactly. Tries to ‘mix and match’.
+Do u belong to a crew? Wad crew? Channel 5 crew?
+Do u hang out with the opposite sex? Depends on whether they want to.
+Do u consider yourself popular? Nope. Popularity gets you in trouble.
+Do u trust ur friends? Yep. If I cun trust, why call them friends.
+Are you a good friend? Maybe not. Hypocritical maybe?
+Can you keep a secret? Yep, cos I’ll usually forget it after you tell me about it. 

SECTION 6// LAST PERSON YOU...
+Hugged: last thing I hugged, my boulster.
+IMed: wad’s tt?+Yelled at: no voice, cun yell.
+Checked out: ben jelen. Pronounced as yellin. So maybe the last person that I got yelled at was ben jelen.
+Fell In love with: God?
+Tripped: cun remember.
+Turned down: Edison, since he was the one who asked me? 

SECTION 7// PERSONAL
+What to do you want to be when u grow up? A p.10 dj?
+What was the worst day of ur life? This quiz is so sad. Always asking the worst, and not the best.
+What is ur most embarrassing story? There’s so many.
+What has been the best day of ur life? When suddenly you feel so recharged after spending sume time with God.
+What comes first in ur life? Fun. Jus doing something that I like.
+Do u have a boyfriend/crush? Nope. Crush, maybe someone really flat.
+What are u most scared of? Changes.
+What do u usually think of before u go to bed? I dun exactly think. But I pray about things b4 I sleep.  

SECTION 8// FAVORITE...
+Movie: 40 days 40 nights? Dun recall any nice shows. Maybe any that starrs Angelina jolie.
+Song: currently ben jelen’s come on. Realli nice. 
+Group: good charlotte. They’re good.
+Store: quiksilver store. But so ex!
+Relative: the one that’s in aust.
+Sport: none. Ideally wake-boarding.
+Vacation spot: it varies. Depends. I wouldn’t mind being a photographer for a day.
+Ice cream flavor: chocolate and cookie dough flavour.
+Fruit: none. They’re all fruits.
+Candy: any kind of mint.
+Car: dun fancy cars. But I wouldn’t mind jeeps!
+Magazine: none. Maybe any that features Angelina jolie of something.
+Day of the week: friesday and sat.
+Color: wad about fav. Clothes color. Navy blue and white.
+Name for a girl: any guys name for a girl.
+Name for a boy: kyle, Jamie. Jus any girls name for a guy. 

SECTION 9// DO YOU...
+Like to give hugs? No. unless pple initiate it.
+Like to walk in the rain? Nope, if you dun intend to get wet.
+Sleep with or without clothes on? With. But I lyke sleeping with only ur panties and sportsbra.
+Prefer black or blue pens? Whichever. Fine with both.
+Dress up for halloween? nope.
+Have a job? Maybe. But my aunt once paid me for sending emails to her customers.
+Like to travel? If my parents could afford it.
+Sleep

ben jelen is sooo ...... smooth. utterly mesmerised by his "come on... without you i'll never feel the love inside of me" but he looks so ugly in those pics. thgt he was cute initially, but it sumewad died away. his looks aren't that captivating afterall. i'm not sure whether you can hear his song on my blog. posted it, but it just doesn't seem to work. but nvm, with p2p networking, we can all dwnld it from the net.

thank you, audrey for coming to church with me! :)

jammed earlier on 2dae. got my dad to send to st. nix macs to meet s.h and drey. i walked in, without even noticing shan. and i was lyke sitting by the window panes, watching the rain and hoping to see shan walk by to accompany me for a lil while b4 s.h and drey came. i din even know she was already in there.  and soon, the whole place was swarmed with st.nickies. and there was this realli bimbo-itic st.nix girl. rather amused by her "bye...!". and off she went parading/strutting down the streets to the bus-stop. but maybe its just her. and she walks with great confidence man.

i'm feeling so grateful. audrey came to church with me, din quite expect her to stay through it. cos she was actually suppose to meet shan. communication break-down or sumething. she joined us in the n.e talentime.  crystal too. its a good thing man. this is kinda weird. cindy hangs out with this brenda person, who's claimed to be from my church. but during service time when she's supposed to be in church, she's out with cindy. weird weird.

but anway, service was different 2dae. pastor jeff din preach 2dae. instead there was this informal invitation kind of thing. wadever you call it. i think its great man. i realli think they should remain this way during ess's, since ur visitors hardly ever know wad the pastor is preaching about most of the time. i mean its true, lyke sumetymes they find it totally aimless. cos they know nothing yet. and its better, cos its much more clear cut. during praise, it was crazy man. we (drey, crystal and i) kept laughing non-stop for dunno wad hell reason.

audrey: eh, wah-lao. veri mah-lu leh. everyone's jumping and i'm not.
me: den you jump lah. see how long you hang in the air when the tempo is so slow.

feeling realli drowsy (after effects of the cough syrup). sumetimes i think going to the polyclinic when ur sick is totally bullshit. lyke they medicine they give, they jus don't work. the doctors kinda suck also. they're so unfriendly. i wonder whether its the medicine of maybe cos i'm sick or wadever, i drool excessively man. and my eyes keep tearing lyke shit, and my nose keeps running. and there'll be this think layer of salivary stuff stuck in my throat. its jus totally grosse man.

there's so much stuff that needs to be done soon. ipw presentation - sumehow i wished we din get picked, so we wouldn't have to rush through the research. actually i think its rather fun to lyke do research. there are lyke so many factors leading to low birth rate. maybe we should focus on a few and the further explore them. but then again, do we have enough time to complete it? time-management. but then again, "time-management is an oxy moron". how true it is.

this was wad i came up with.
factors leading to low-birth rate in s'pore:
1. low sex-drive: dun want to make love to each other due to stress at work?
2.disabilities: either party infertile. want to, but cun have it. if so, wad abt surrogate mom's?
3. career minded couples: want to pursue own career first, b4 starting a family. din baby to affect promotion.
4. maternity leave (interlinked with career minded couples)
5. financial burden -speaks for itself-
6. education in spore: din want kids to suffer. spore's edcation too stress

what the govt did to solve the issue:
1. icentives and more incentives.
apparently it doesn't seem to work.
2. huge companies organised get-away trips for couples to get 'romantic' with each other.
3. others have proposed longer maternity leave, or also paternity leave so that even fathers could play their part in parenthood. not jus women going through it alone.

lyke what we always do in lit. pick 3 good points, and jus elaborate and prove. its kinda hopeful actually.

There’s chinese test 2morrow! Eeks. I jus hate Friday’s. who’s going to the studio?
 
I kinda hate mr.whiteway sometimes. Such a jerk man. Moron. He caught me for my socks when  they’re already so high up, in-front of miss tang. And he made me pull them all up, and while I bend them to pull them up,  he banged his think stack of papers into my face. Felt lyke punching his balls. Lyke for god-damn sake,  cun you use ur bloody goat eyes for once, and look at what ur doing?
 
 But anyway, I was at the staff room to get permission frm miss tang to hand in my a.maths 2morrow, cos I forgot to bring my file to skool. She was practically doing sume jedi mind trick on me. Damn balls. I thgt she was gonna scream at me, in the end, we ended up with sume veri lame conversation. She was lyke smiling and laughing, holding her pathetic cup with the packet ‘teh-cee’ in it. And then staring at me, trying to watch me make a fool out of myself. She was practically drilling me. She made me say very ‘duh’ kinda things, and we argued whether or not my shoe was broken. She kept insisting that mine was broken, and I insist also that mine isn’t. it was lame man.
 
Tang: take for eg. I tore my dress or I tore the paper. They’re torn and broken rite?
Me: yah, technically. They are broken or torn.
Tang. Ok. So ans me, is ur shoe broken?
Me: no. its not.
Tang: -breathes heavily and rolls eyes- but ur shoe is not even proper. Its over-sized, and the lace aren’t even tied, and there’re end sticking out. when you walk, it looks lyke its slipping out. you dare say its not broken?
Me: no. its jus dirty, and old. and it isn’t oversized cos its jus that the lace aren’t tied 2gether. That’s why they look lyke they’re slipping off.
Tang: but its broken wad. The ends are obviously coming off.
Me: yah. But they’re really comfortable.
 
And the conversation continues with miss tang asking me more lame questions. But mind intriguing. But really, you hardly find pple using the word ‘broken’ on a shoe. Cos shoe’s dun break. They wear and tear. Broken seems much more appropriate on stilettos. I’m gonna be so screwed when she speaks to me parents. Cos she’ll probably bring up the shoe lameness.
 
She asked so much lame stuff, that I dunno whether to laugh or to cry.
 
Caijun is so sick. He keeps telling me this: “bella. I dun want to talk to you. I want you now. I can see you in 5 minutes all ready in my bath-tub.” And he says that in lyke a panting kind of voice. Lyke he jus did it, or high on orgasm. And he keeps tongueing me. Keeps licking them all over his lips, with that sensual look in his eyes. But its really entertaining man.  

man. Feel lyke such a bitch suddenly. I’m really freaked out by that Edison guy. Really pray that he wun try to call me, and no more safra pool. He’s so freaky. Desperado or something. I still find it very amusing, “bella is okay with being just friends, but nothing more. Furthermore, she has someone that she really likes a lot.” And that person that she likes and loves spells out J-E-S-U-S. how cool. He’s jus freaking me out so much.

Are we gonna perfom without a singer and a drummer? Or do we recruit that sec.4 ‘avril’ to sing for us. Missed out on the t.q at ps on sat. reached there and it was already Chaos performing. Din get to watch x.e’s performance and stanley’s group. So many pple’s doing My Happy Ending. Its such a hit. This is so disheartening man. Suddenly x.e doesn’t wish to perform, and terkey doesn’t want to be our constipated drummer. I dunno, but I dun reckon we change the song again. Cos liwei has gone lyke the extra mile for us by studying the song, picking out every little detail jus to make our audition almost perfect.

Kinda excited, cos we’re gonna crash peninsular 2morrow. Check out good and affordable electric guitars, and amplifiers. we need that pedal for the distortion crap. And I need to buy a guitar strap.

To terkey: pls reconsider… we really need a drummer. :) and Nicole Ritchie rocks!

fugly shit! my com is such a jerk. i cun exactly blog my entries. fugly slut. can someone pls come over to my house to repair the fugly com. freak shite.

din watch mean girls yesterday. wad a shame. all the 2050 shows were gone, and we were left with only the 2300 ones. such crap. wad a good way to make money. stage a show at 1100 and when the show ends at arnd midnight, when there’s no more trains and buses, you gotta take a cab home. and you pay double of the price for the cab cos of the midnight charges. smarty ass. freakin’ country. wad a jerk. No offence, but wynnie look superbly depressed. kinda scarry actually. she looked as though she was gonna break down and cry. but there’s still 2morrow and next week. so, cheerios.

i really dunno what i should be thinking man. its kinda scarry, and sumewad the words that are going around from mouth to mouth jus seem so surreal. but how true or how fake can it be?eEven the teachers are aware of it, or so it seems. contemplating whether or not to go by what I believe, or to jus follow blindly and be as ridiculous as what is going around. but its kinda disappointing isn’t it? pray, pray, pray. sit, pray and wait. i really wonder. why do i get so affected by it? if everything said was true, how exactly should I react to it? so many pple are lyke judging and stereotyping her. lyke wtf is wrong with them? do we live by rumors, or by truths? but if all that was true, i should help her and guide us. all bcos she’s my sheep.

3 more days til dooms day. my parents have to meet up with both ms.chionh and ms tang for the ptc. i’m so skrewed. failed mid-years. L1R5: 41 points. but I did improve, cos I failed only 3 subs this time. while i passed only English for CT1. but my whole report book is so filled with underlines. and I hate the combined mark column. almost the whole thing is underlined except for english and maths. lyke bitch. really pray that parents will look only at the mid-year column, and not get so affected the by the combined marks. and i even have the principals msg in my report book. she sounded as though she was gonna get me expelled.

this is getting so exciting! we are finally making sume progress for our t.q performance. went over to shan's house to jamm. its so cool. but then, we dun own any of such instruments to practise at home.

here's the list of instruments that we need:
1. another electric guitar
2. pedal
3. bass guitar
4. key-board
5. amplifiers

okei. shan has managed to borrow an electric from her fren. so that we means guitar almost settled, since liwei will be lending us, his. but, we have to borrow or loan amplifiers. shan's fren, the one who's lending us the electric, his amplifer is battery operated. so that means, we'll have to waste alot of unnecessary money on batteries. so i suppose we have to sourse around for pple who are willing to loan us their stuff. liwei is so fast man. he's actually figured out the drums already. wad can i say.

sumething veri drama happened this morning. when i was crossing the predestrain crossing, i almost got knocked down by a car. and if i were to stand still and not take that small step back, i'm gone man. the car was lyke so close to me. it was so freaky. thank God, it banged only against my bag. it was so scarry. and i almost got knocked down, cos i din want to miss my bus.

miss bus = reach skool later = lesser contacts

when i told my bro wad happened, he said "dun be crazy lah. one day, you are realli going to get knocked down by a car. you always cross road veri blindly. what if you realli get knocked down, and you get paralysed. dun make mommy and daddy waste their time and efforts on you like that."

woohoo! my mom jus called jus now. so excited. and she was complaining to me abt how hot it is in china. and how that the hotel's air-con wasn't even working.

i miss my parents! its not even the first day, and i'm missing them already. cun wait for next wednesday to come. my house is so empty. usually, my parents would have been home before me. and its so weird. there's only my bro and i. feel qiute ashame of myself, cos i dun even know how to do proper laundry (other than hanging them) and he does. when i got home, the washing machine was spinning and he has folded a few of clothes and left them on my bed. with my phs skool socks above all the clothes. so sweet rite. veri touched! and he does it lyke the exact way my mom does it. and i thgt my mom was home or sumething. he even washed up the dishes this morning, b4 we left for skool.

feels kinda useless. we have to take bus 2gether to the mrt station. its sucha blessing to have my father to send us to the station everyday. but i suppose, i'll be much more independent. and i'm so not used to it at all. i'm always a lazy bum. guess its time for me get muh ass movin'.

feel so blessed. to sihong: our ipw presentation 2dae was great man! even mr. white praised us. its realli a blessing man, not the praises of course. but we were all lyke fretting over it, cos we had an almost empty file. and we needed to do alot of research. but thank God, all went well. we spoke alot, and he probed us alot of questions. and he even said sumething lyke, "do you now see a difference in their presentations and the previous few presentations b4? they are able to do an all-rounded presentation, and have gone deep enough to cover a whole lot of aspects." mr. white always reminds me of a sheep without legs. but anyway, we gotta cont'd doing more research and update lots of stuff, cos he has chosen our grp to present it to mrs. caroline tan. wad a priviledge. its definitely gonna be grilling man.

read fatal seductions. not all, part of it and i was so A.R.O.U.S.E.D! was super horny. and did my little porn movie, with veri close reference to the book. and shan was lyke, "wah-lao bella. you can realli be a porn star man!" i take it as a compliment anyway. that book is so horny. "he squeezed my breats. and i thought i felt him moaning." and "slowly, i unbuttoned. i rubbed my hands around her thighs. and later did i realise her hand was actually at my manhood. my hands were on the flesh above her bra. slowly, i tried putting my hands under her bra. for once, i felt her nipple."

man! its so horny! and i grossed everyone out with my vcd. the g.b girls were lyke so amused and entertained but it. oh yah, thanks clarissa for the dvd! thank you. though i doubt you'll see this.

had lunch with audrey, shan and cindy 2dae. and we went to cold storage, cos shan needed to get tongs for her bro. and we wanted to buy biore pore pack, when suddenly this security came over to us. i admits that actually wanted to shop-lift. but we din. its so bad man. wad a sin. and we were lyke joking and playing arnd with the biore pore pack in cold storage. we even played with toothpaste.

okei. that stoopid security accused us of shop-lifting, which was lyke such a no-no. we were lyke jus about to pay up, when he came over to us and stopped us. and he din bother to hear our explainations and jumped into his own conclusion. and he said we came in with lyke 5 pple, but was left with only 4 when we intended to steal it. and he still try to lyke frighten us by saying that everything that we did was captured by the surveillance camera. lyke wadever. so wad. we din do anything, and you expect us to admit to sumething that we din even do. hell, no. it was a truely a great commotion man. cindy and shan lost their cool, and they were lyk shouting at him. and bloodymama, he was holding onto this anlene milk. so retard looking.

shan and cindy shouted at him, while he retaliated. and we were all lyke, "why not. you bring us to the office, and let us view the tape. we are very sure we din steal anything, and f.y.i there was only the 4 of us." bloodymama, he keeps insisting that we came in with lyke 5, and then we passed the pore pack that we wanted to steal over to sumeone. and let that someone slip away, while we stayed on in the store. its so dumb.

obviously he was at a losing end. he din have substantial evidence to prove that we stole the things. and shan was lyke, "do you know that i can press charges against you for false accusations. this is my reputation and we're talking about now. forget it man. i'll call the police." and i think he got rather scared too. cos he jus said, "ok. nvm. you jus pay up." in the end, we all requested that he brought us to the office, and we talk it out with the manager. so cookoo. the dumb security was still lyke trying to defend himself even in the office. and he was practically shouting at us. and even of the staff had to ask him to shut up.

can you imagine. we were actually in the office there, waiting. the manager apologized to us, and i was lyke "okei. no problem. thank you veri much."

lesson learnt: nv lose ur cool in such situations, cos you'll lose out.

thank God i din lose my cool. wad a blessing. to actually talk things out calmly, instead of shooting lyke sume wild fire-cracker. and realli thank God that nothing happened. my parents are so gonna go crazy if they ever know about it.

had lunch with audrey, shan and cindy 2dae. and we went to cold storage, cos shan needed to get tongs for her bro. and we wanted to buy biore pore pack, when suddenly this security came over to us. i admits that actually wanted to shop-lift. but we din. its so bad man. wad a sin. and we were lyke joking and playing arnd with the biore pore pack in cold storage. we even played with toothpaste.

okei. that stoopid security accused us of shop-lifting, which was lyke such a no-no. we were lyke jus about to pay up, when he came over to us and stopped us. and he din bother to hear our explainations and jumped into his own conclusion. and he said we came in with lyke 5 pple, but was left with only 4 when we intended to steal it. and he still try to lyke frighten us by saying that everything that we did was captured by the surveillance camera. lyke wadever. so wad. we din do anything, and you expect us to admit to sumething that we din even do. hell, no. it was a truely a great commotion man. cindy and shan lost their cool, and they were lyk shouting at him. and bloodymama, he was holding onto this anlene milk. so retard looking.

shan and cindy shouted at him, while he retaliated. and we were all lyke, "why not. you bring us to the office, and let us view the tape. we are very sure we din steal anything, and f.y.i there was only the 4 of us." bloodymama, he keeps insisting that we came in with lyke 5, and then we passed the pore pack that we wanted to steal over to sumeone. and let that someone slip away, while we stayed on in the store. its so dumb.

obviously he was at a losing end. he din have substantial evidence to prove that we stole the things. and shan was lyke, "do you know that i can press charges against you for false accusations. this is my reputation and we're talking about now. forget it man. i'll call the police." and i think he got rather scared too. cos he jus said, "ok. nvm. you jus pay up." in the end, we all requested that he brought us to the office, and we talk it out with the manager. so cookoo. the dumb security was still lyke trying to defend himself even in the office. and he was practically shouting at us. and even of the staff had to ask him to shut up.

can you imagine. we were actually in the office there, waiting. the manager apologized to us, and i was lyke "okei. no problem. thank you veri much."

lesson learnt: nv lose ur cool in such situations, cos you'll lose out.

thank God i din lose my cool. wad a blessing. to actually talk things out calmly, instead of shooting lyke sume wild fire-cracker. and realli thank God that nothing happened. my parents are so gonna go crazy if they ever know about it.

i'll be there for you

So no one told you life was gonna be this way [four claps]
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year, but

I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)

You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast so far things are going great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees and

I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)

No one could ever know me
no one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst, I'm best with you
Yeah!

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year

I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)

jammed at shan's 2dae. her bro's realli running out of things to teach us man. feel lyke joining sume drums lessons, if he realli has nothing much to teach. still have yet to decide on any song to play. but there'll be a high chance we're doing i'll be there for you by rembrants. its actually the f.r.i.e.n.d.s theme song. the song is so cheerful. like it alot.

reasons why we should play i'll be there for you:
1. cos then all of us will have a part in it.
2. requires 2 guitarist, one for the solo part.
3. easy song to play on guitar
4. easy to sing.

had leg-cramp in the middle of the night. freaking pain. luckily, it was not the whole leg. jus frm the calves onwards. disturbed my sleep. woke up groaning.

my dad is sick. kinda worried. he couldn't sleep last night, cos he had a veri bad stomachache. he went to see a doctor this morning, and the doctor is worried that is his stomach was bleeding, it could be stomach cancer. lyke fugly hell. and my stoopid bro, kept telling me that he was veri scared. lyke i'm not. my dad submitted the urine or shit sample. so now, we gotta wait for the test results. its so freaky.

"but God is ultimately in control of everything." told my bro that to comfort him. he's such a sissy. gonna pray for my dad. hope its jus stomach ulcer, and nothing big.

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terr says: while scrubbing muh mp3, i accidentally scrub along abit of the protective plastic
terr says: now there's seven cute little scotch tape all over muh mp3
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cow says: so comical
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can you believe, i spent lyke almost the whole day with terkey 2dae. met her at 9.30 at yck to play pool in skool. i was late as usual. our skool's office staff was lyke such a retard. and she's so damn rude. felt lyke smashing her ball. we thgt we lost the white ball, cos me and terk left the pool table unattended while we went to popular to cool down. and to check out 10 yr series. ah, forget it. lazy to type. the thing is jus that, that fugly women (not mdm. jaspier) jus so unprofessional.

and mrs.boey is so shitty. cun she jus shut up sumetymes. and stop complaining, and jus look arnd you. the check-out book was jus beside her and she couldn't even see it. and she treats us lyke hell crap. fugly hell. but thank God, for that whole grp of guys who searched for the white ball 2gether with us. sume ex-phs boys. actually quite scared of them. cos they're those kinda realli flirtatious guys. or maybe that's how they so appear to me. but they were nice. help us find for the ball. in the end, they found out that it was stuck inside the pool table.

but anyway, thank you so much!

pool reminds me of eugene. that one who got kicked out of hpt. man! he's got a cute ass! i was lyke lusting over his ass yesterday while i was playing pool with him. not bad, i din have to pay for that game at all. okei. he's ass is realli cute. and i thgt i was the only one oogling at it. turned out that s.h was too. and we were both enjoying it. felt lyke molesting him.

so off topic. and terkey, kept msging wynnie's phone! it was realli lame. all the fugly language that weirdly amuses her. and terkey actually thgt that, that was jiayi's phone. realli smart of her.

was on my way to somerset station when crystal called. went down to cine to meet her, and then to wait for jerine and terkey's big fat grand arrival. they're (jerine and crystal) going to hk for the ncc xchange trip. so good, can pon skool for lyke 9 days. gonna get jerine, to buy lotsa sportsbra back for me.

2morrow's gonna jam. and to also think of a song tt we wanna perform for our skool's tq. wanna try out the drums for i don't wanna know 2morrow. the hearbeat thing.

2dae's cme was one of the horniest subject of the day. we're actually supposed to discuss about Dignity and Relationship. hahaha. and i was joking as usual about the words and their meaning. and miss chionh picked to share abt dignity.

miss chionh: bella, wad is dignity to you?
me: its about choosing whether or not to flash ur boobs in-front of everyone.
miss chionh: then what are sume of the situations when you've encoutered, when someone doest't repect your dignity.
me: oh. when i got caught for my sportsbra.
miss chionh: why?
me: cos the teacher pulled my shirt and flashed my sportsbra publicly in the staff room.

(and the discussion goes on with the rest of the class...)

miss chionh: what are some of the qualities that you look forward to in your bf/gf?
me: hahahahahah!!! orgasm! but i think my future partner would have suffered from E.D.
miss chionh: wad's e.d?
me: erectile dysfunction!
miss chionh: -laughs and lies on the table- you all arh! teenagers now a days are so open!

miss chionh is so entertaining! i love her man! she totally rocks, cos she's so into our jokes.

woohoo. watched mean girls. and smeethy was right man. its costs $7.50! fugly ass. we thgt it was $6.50 and insisted that it was since it's only thursday. but damn, you actually pay lyke a dollar more for 1st week release movies. dumb fetch.

the show ain't that great after all. it realli deserves that puny pathetic 2 stars out of 5. its sucha bimbo craze. my mind is varying now from 'fugly slut' to 'damn whore' to 'like fetch!'. that regina's mom is so funny! and her chihuahua was biting at her breasts! they were fake anyway. -looks at sihong- that aaron guy is cute man.

got back our results 2dae. rather disappointing. but nvm, still thank God for them. feels retarded. cos i did better than my common test. din fail as much. passed english, maths, combined humans and lit. failed chinese, combined science and a.maths. but for the subjects that i passed, it was a veri miserable pass. borderline pass. gotta work harder. do you believe, i could actually pass my ss. i failed only by 2 marks! cos i forgot to number one of my questions. so kek! and when the marker marked my script, she gave me only the marks for the previous question. lyke retarded! felt absolutly retarded for that. and obviously, its so 'bo-link'.

and i realli wonder. do i still give teachers the impression that i realli dun care at all? can tell that miss chionh was rather concerned. when we got back our hist elect scripts, she asked me whether i failed or not. yea, passed it. thank you, anyway.

are we realli serious about it? dun seem so to me.

lame joke of the day: why did the catholics and protestants fight over the fish issue?

-looks over at sihong- brett allen whiteway sure looks better with his ear ring on. man, i shall nv sing along to eamon's (fuck it) i don't want you back. sucha nice song, not the obscenities of course. but its drumb rite, to think that i'll be lyke sinning big time jus by singing that song. esp, the chorus!

urrghhhs! i so want to pon skool 2morrow, since we wun be getting back our papers only on thurs. and even if i dun make it to skool, i can still get my contacts. was thinking. if we needed only their no's, why not jus go up to them and them ask them straight away for their no's and at the same time maybe invite them down for service. since the surveys has nothing to do at all pple coming for service. we jus need their no's.

my throat is so killing me. after effects of the fugly satay penging.

guffly ass. our skools' mega project a.k.a enterprenuer carnival falls on the 17th of june. so sickening! and moley, sinhui and cyrstal is involved. man... now here i am wondering whether its the both of them who's veri involved with skool activities, or am i the one who's always going m.i.a when it comes to skool activities. but anyway, our skool is always so f.o.c

ans: cos Fisherman's Friend took it all.

feel so reluctant to go back to skool. but then, if i dun go to skool, it means i'll have less contacts. arrghhh! forget it. shall drop the idea of ponning skool.

jus realised that there's still alot of hmwk to be done.

here's a list of undone hmwk:
- a.maths holiday assignment
- read k.o.t.c
- finish up 12th nights footnotes
- do chinese re men hua ti
- chinese ying yong wen
- english o.o.p parchment
- ipw
- s.s conflict write-up

betta get my ass moving. din go town 2dae. din wan to watch spidy man. seriously, i think its a veri dumb show. cos you pay lyke $7 to watch a man in sume suit swinging frm tower to tower. stayed at home the whole day. slept most of the time. and played bejeweled with jerine on msn. so cookooo. and i suck in it man. this jus proves that i suck big time in computer games. den went on to play checkers with her. veri entertaining.

i love simple life! its so bimboitic. paris hilton is so slutty. but i lyke nicole ritchie. her laughter is sooo contagious. veri funny. since they got busted on the other job last episode, they had to work in the fast food restaurent called the sonics. and they all pretty much messed up again. they're so ..., hopeless. and flirty. they flirt with every guy. nicole ritchie is so funny. they were all made to wear this costume, and nicole ritchie was lyke sticking her middle finger out the entire time. and they went to crash this supermart with their costumes on. and they went to lyke change the signboard to "1/2 PRICE OFF ANAL SALTED BURGERS"

maybe i should dwnld the whole show. so sickening. i'm always looking forward to saturday's jus for that pathetic 30mins of entertainment.

oh crap. i'm feeling so disgusted by so many things and so many pple man. ewwlll. dug out a no. of dark secrets. and its so so disgusting.

yesterday was so eventful. and the satay shit sucks! we're stationed at this veri 'heap' place. and it was soooo stuffy. cos we had veri limited space, with the stewpid tent above us and we were competing for oxygen with the stalls jus close behind us. and i was close to fainting. cannot imagine me fainting me. it was so stuffy, and so super warm. and i cun breathe man. lyke fugly crap. wer're breathing in smoke.

but thank God for sihong's mom. so nice of her. bought us lime juice frm macs. and miss chionh treated the whole 3faith to coke! she's so cool. so damn steady. she was lyke, "wad do you all wan? coke? ok lah. sumebody, help me."

after the whole thing. we all took a bus down to pacific plaza for the tube challenge. so sad close shop already. lazy pple. i wan the roxy thing man. actually, i only wan the quiksilver sticker, and the notepad only. oh, and the poster. cos the others veri ugly. the roxy keychain looks so 'mrs fields.' shall go down next sat. so nice. and everyone hated us. cos we're so stink! we reek of satay. but actually, it smelt more lyke bah gua. and our hair, ewwwll.

when we were on our way home, jerine was so damn HIGH! crazy girl. and i laughed all the way home. wah-lao... wad dap dap. and i was telling her that i wanted to go jam 2dae, then she was lyke "yah. i can also jam at home. in my toilet." nvm. you wun get the joke unless you hear it. its so super duper fugly crap.

my dad is so dumb. he doesn't know how to cook cup noodles. and he asked me how to cook. so dumb rite. all you have to do is to jus add water? its the same as asking sumeone how to boil water.

changed the audio file again. hoho. penny and me accoustic versh. and i'm sorry if it's exactly lyke that of freaky elton. but yea, its jus so nice. shall not get my files from iwebmusic anymore. the quality is so slutty. cody's music codes are sooo much better. so clear.

the hanson brothers lyke so cool. kinda cool to actually play and make music with ur siblings. hahaha! the corrs. think they're so laggish, and boring. they always remind me of roald dahls' The Withches. all that black clothes and black hair. innocent goth.

played pool again. with cindy at safra at night. finally we can play properly in the pool/ billiard room with the proper attire for the game. and guess how we got in? remember that spidy guy. his fren works there i think, and he lyke so damn seh. cos i was lyke asking him veri politely with my gaga-rish chinese, and he was lyke, "orh. ne jing qu gen ta jiang yong tong kai the card." forget it if you get my chinese. and i was making a fool out of myself cos i realli cun communicate well in chinese. i think the women at the counter din even realise i was speaking chinese with her. maybe she understood, but i was aboslutely bonkers about the words that slipped outta my mouth.

my father sumewad disapproves of girls playing pool. cos he thinks that pool is sucha guy game. but he din say much about it. think he got quite worried, cos he thgt i went to m.s to play or sumething. its so far! but at least he allows me to play, but only in country clubs and safra. i think the pool table in the bowling alley was more fun. cos it was brighter, and i could clearly distinguish my balls. our skool bought another pool table. that means, more oppurtunity to play in skool. and its sooo much cheaper.

woo. have you ever heard of a girl who plays guitar til the pick that breaks. well, si hong's the very classical illustration of one. and audrey keeps dropping the pick into the hole. so cool, almost everyone is picking up guitar now. even cindy! soon, we can form the 'dead skin' club. i lyke nibbling on the dead skin. sume kinda obsession of mine. and i lyke nibbling my fingers also. but not nails. yucks. nails taste powdery.

monday gonna play pool again. shall ask my dad to play with me on sun. and he shall pay for an hour of it. or maybe play the coin operated one. cos i think my dad's gonna be realli slow. though he plays billiard ocassionally.

holey crap. 2morrow's papers are realli gonna kill me. and i'm serious man. studied frm 7.30 all the way to 11.00 and i still know nothing about logarithms. pls lick my shit. gosh, the textbook questions are such killers. and i actually tried doing them, and i knew no balls. did sume simultaneous also, since i suck big time in it. i realli hope there's gonna be lots of remainder and factor theorem questions.

and chem. i'm taking a risk man. instead of studying the textbook, i'm surfing the net for chem stuff on all the covalent bonding and periodic table shit. and they're so much better than our textbook. okei, but i din exactly read through the txtbk at all. its so wordy and nonsensified. lyke 80% crap and 20% solutiuons. finally figured out wad covalent bonding and ionic bonding is all about. and the diagram shit stuff.

gonna jam after our papers 2morrow. cun wait to destress. and we're all probably gonna try out hoobastank's the reason again and jet's look what you've done. gonna try out avril's my happy ending on the electric. though i've actually got the accoustic chords.

-so much for my happy ending...- but no, bet its gonna be a tragic ending.