so HELLO WEEKENDS.

you were crazy under those sheets,

greatest week i've ever had. in order of those who came but a greater one to YOU, SOSW (if this fits your initials)

the 5 girlfriends: thank you for taking time off. it was pretty much IN ADVANCE, and i never knew you all were meeting for me. and for listening, be there for me if i fall. thank you all, love you.

crystal: greatest friend, i love you. thank you for EVERYTHING, really everything. the situation's difficult to accept, and i may/will not have your support, but be there for me still. i just need to know you're there, because it matters. i may have lost THAT right, which you know, but, i hope you remember Dignity. keep it. i love you.

keith: thank you for dinner, and all past dinners. you pay too much for everything.

the caregroup: i love you all.

lijia: i am using your wallet now. FREE HUGS. (stiffens body)

YOUYOUYOU: make me jump up from sleep. for everything suck, bite, love again. i'd embrace you with kisses and love. i love you, different from the rest i've said, (PLEASE HIGHLIGHT THIS SECTION!), i love you.

HIBER-COMA

i am horribly tired.

i need to hibernate or go into a coma.

faith, ezri and FAVOURITE SOAP invaded. unexpected and uninvited (but its good).

bite, suck, love

WE ARE GOING TO COMPLETE OUR INDIE'D BUSINESS PLAN BY 3RD FEB, AND GO DRINK OURSELVES SILLY ON 4TH FEB AND REPORT TO SCHOOL ON 5TH WITH MAJOR HANGOVERS (AND TRY NOT TO PUKE ON OUR BUSINESS PLAN) COS ITS SUBMISSION DAY!

(it's a really happy thought of relief)

PETRIFIED

xena, pls slay those girls for me. i will leap into your arms and smoulder you with kisses!

SAC NANNY CAMP is scary. the girls threw horrible questions at me. they couldn't figure whether to address me by MISS (my name) or MR (my name). its actually quite easy, just (my name).

while leraine went away, they seized the opportunity to question my orientation and preferences.

my reply, "my friends will answer that for me." (smiles and walk away)

then sarah pretended to be my gf, it was hilarious!

and they pushed it further and asked, "are you it?"

i dont see why i have to answer their questions.

THE AM OH

in the lab
where people just walked us by

(BIG FAT SMILE)
you could well be the only - i'd be foolish and sinful.
because i dont see myself deliberately doing so after.

declarative statement

i feel the need to declare a statement, just so it assures -
so it tries to overwhelm the sudden displacement
and sliently chase the unpleasant
so it makes finale easier

(wow that actually sounds quite emo)

BITCHY BITCHY BEACHY

here's a short conversation of high ENTERTAINMENT VALUE. enjoy...

VIRUS: i need help to get 2As for the next 2 submission cos i failed my previous 2. can you ____ or ____ me 1 photo for each submission? please? haha...

CEREAL KILLER: HAHA!

VIRUS: Um, is that a yes or a no?

CEREAL KILLER: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! no.

senseless imbecile.

the real 2007 begins NOW.

jasmine poon said this,
"this year is going to be the year of pruning and change..."

i think i may well
________ again.
like before.

so long and goodnight,
so long and goodnight.

straight light runs

here are some night shots. fairly typical. BUT DO COMMENT.

complexities of the mind

bridge.
they connect.

bridge;
truths.

bridge;
people.

pass them by.

TO A TRUE FRIEND,

i never knew
you'd cry that much
for -.

you bore yourself so true,
and naked.
it is appalling.
and i do not despise it.

in the nick of time,
we will hurl a prayer.
so come along with me...

SIGNING OFF,
shattered dignity