yay! all thanks to iwebmusic.com for My Happy Ending! actuall i prefer the accoustic version. its so much better. doesn't sound as eerie.

okei, and after i get sick of this song, i'll change it to hanson's penny and me. there's sumething veri wrong with i-mesh. cos most of the songs that i dwnld are the accoustic versions, and they do not indicate about any such crap at all. the accoustic versh is good, if you wanna learn their guitar. but i wan the original one also, cos i wanna know the drums and bass too.

hoho. played pool 2dae at yishun safra with shan, cindy, audrey and sihong. and a certain other guy, think he's ken, who joined us a momment later to pass cindy a shirt. it was so lame, cos we aren't actually suppose to play with our skool uniform. we tried sneaking into the pool and billiard room, but we got caught. so we went to the bowling alley. and i was lyke, "hey! there might be a pool table here!" and as we explored the bowling alley further, we found this coin operated pool table. veri funny. cos even there they dun allow anyone with skool uniform to play pool. changed to my white racer back. it was lame man. played with sihong for a little while, and her stick got confiscated cos she was in skool u. in the end played pool by myself while that ken guy came. felt so stupid. trying to shoot in all the balls, by myself.

shall study soon. 2morrow's killer paper: add maths and chem.

woo. blackout. so lame, my aunt who lives in aljunied called to ask whether there was a blackout in my house. and str8 after i hung up, my bro's sheep called to ask whether there was a black out too. so lame rite. wad makes them think that the entire nation experiencing a black out. i would be in one, if my mom smacks me hard on the head that is.

watched daddy's girl. its so funny! why cun they show more of carrie chong instead of jamie yeo. she's so much funnier than jamie. i'm so amused by her man. especially jus now when my radio was on, maybe about 10.45 when carrie pops into the studio for her show. and her conversation with jamie is top-notch hilarious crap. and her voice sounds so super gong jus lyke in daddy's girl. but anyway, there's this character called kacey in the show. and it always reminds me of hammer-head 'caasi'.

was actually supposed to go to orchard library to study with jerine. but in the end, din go. cos she fell asleep while waiting for my call. and when i called her back, she was already zzzzzz-ing. and when she called me early this morning lyke arnd 10 i was still sleeping. guess why i din hear your call, even when there's a phone in my room. cos i pulled out the cord! smart rite! actually cos my phone kept ringing non-stop, and my parents kept calling dunno for wad reason. wad crazy parents i have, always depriving me of my sleep.

i cun wait for the last paper. and hopefully, we can all jam str8 after our papers. cun wait man. woo. drums, electric, bass. do you hear them calling me? and liwei says he's running out of things to teach us. shall pray that he has at least sumething new to teach us. i'm getting so hyped now. and i wun feel guilty for adandoning my studies, cos its finally all over! and yes! pool!

yay! no skool 2morrow! oh, why isn't terkey online to irritate me? cos she has her geog paper 2morrow! awww... pls accept my heart-felt condolence!

feel so mean.

-hollers- yeay, finally we're done with our humans. wad a relief, and we're half-way past maths. maths was actually kinda tough, cos i forgot how to do co-ordinate geometry and that volume crap. but nvm, its over and i shall trust God for the best that i can get. gonan make full use of my time 2morrow. try to wake up as early as possible, and study. maybe i'll worhsip God or spend my q.t first b4 all thing else. lyke wad mrs tan always says, "you gotta learn to start the day right."

feel so hopeful after seed. it was man... superb. did this free worship kinda thing. and during the worship i was reminded of this 'vision' sorta thing. its exactly a vision, but maybe an imagery that came to me. it was this place called heaven that was high above the clouds. there's this feeling of peace and tranquility up high above the clouds. i walked a little and soon i found this someone seated on a throne. that throne was lyke those harry potter dumbledore kind. but there was this gate that separated me frm that someone.

and i exclaimed, "God. you said in your word that all who believes in Jesus will have eternal life and nv perish. but why is there this gate right before. open up the gates and let me in." but that someone replied, "yes. we will reunite back in heaven, but not everyone gets to pass by that gate and be where i am."

speechless. cun express my thoughts into my speech. shall blog abt it 2morrow if possible.

finally i'm blogging after a long break away frm the com. not exactly though. oh boy, ignore the earlier statement. i'm so sleepy and tired. man... but i cun afford to waste my time away lyke that, cos there's the memorising of history. actually, i dun intend to memorise the facts at all, cos memorising doesn't help you to score well at all.

maybe i'll read through them again, and try to at least know the factual recounts and the importants points. so far, they're still up in there. i re-copied my a.maths notes on another exercise book. feels a great sense of accomplishment man. its now sooo neat. ms. tang is gonna love it man. she's gonna love it till she sings the most expensive guave song.

bella shall not worry, cos God is her provider. she will try her best, and rest assure that God will pull her through everything. yea, that's the spirit girl! -ignore me.-

bought ear plugs yesterday. they cost only $1.20 though they're 20cents more than nyp's one. but they're of better quality. and they're in yellow color. unlike nyp's one. weird orange, that looked lyke they used sume cheapo highlighter to color the sponge. was playing with it at home, and i'm veri amused it. hahahaha! and when i stuffed them in my ears, i went out to the living room to show my parents the ear plugs and my mom thinks i'm crazy. think she's rather amused by it also.

i realli thank God for a sheep lyke sin hui. despite all the ridiculous rumours about her, there's still this child-likeness in her that jus desires so much for Jesus. i think she's realli open to alot of stuff (dun get me wrong here), and wow it realli encourage me so much to teach her more abt our common faith. i realli thank God for her, that though she still isn't a regular in church yet, but i'm comforted by her desires.

thank you jesus.

enough of my damned bro. jus 2 words for him: _ _ _ _ off.

yeay, drums was great! learned this new beat, called the paraleader. its rather easy, but trying to mix them with the different variations was tough initially. til we had sume demo. i think my hands are lyke kinda short. felt extremely uncomfortable when doing the paraleader. it was rather awkard streting from the snare to the hi-tom, low-tom and even the floor-tom. though the floor-tom was only beside the snare.

but i doubt we'll use that beat often too. cos its actually a realli rock and roll beat. different era. wanna go to sume library soon to get sume books on drums. can learn sume skills ourselves too. i'm lyke so desperate to form a band or sumething. i mean if you think abt it carefully, wad's the use of learning drums when you cun do anything abt it after acquiring the skills.

i feel lyke serving in my church's ywam as a drummer, if say i were to put wad i learn into practise. or maybe lyke wad liwei said, be part of his church musician team. i wouldn't mind seriosly. as long as i get to play. but realli, wad's the use of learning when you keep all the skills to urself rite. so its either you bring sume beat to the lives of others, make ur own music(form ur own band) or dun learn at all.

but then again, our band to be maybe, has only drummers? drums cun bring much to music, other than its beat. i think its realli cool to be part of a band, cos we can all jam 2gether. esp jamming 2gether with frens that you realli trust the most.

'if music be the food of *life, play on/ Give me excess of it, that, surffeiting/ The appettite may sicken and so die.' -Orsino, Twelfth Night (edited)

*edited: love

but no, i'm not talking about love. take it to its literal meaning.

remembered one of this stupid dream i had on monday. sunday night i mean. i dreamt all of a sudden our skool became sumething lyke that st. andrew's willage kinda crap. where this presbyterian jc kinda popped up of a sudden.

i was living in last years era in the dream. and suddenly our lit teacher was replaced by this hpt instructor. cun remember his name now. its neither leslie nor shannon. the other guy. not yazid also. okei. and he's lyke super zhuai. and i hated him. during his lesson, everyone was talking. but he had his eyes fixed on me. maybe us. and he shouted over, "can you stop talking. i want to see you after class." and last year, rebelled against alot of teachers. and it wasn't common at all for me to spike him back. so i said, "see see lah. -rolls eyes-" class ends. so yea, met him faithfully outside our classroom. and he said, "why isit. that of all the class, you have to be the only one talking." and i replied, "dun be stupid, and wad the fuck is wrong with ur eyes. cun you see that the whole class is ignoring you. and im not the only one talking my time away okay." and he started moving he body 2wards me, and i did the same back to him.

and jus then wynnie's class walks pass us. and she caught me in the act, and had this realli stunned face. she jus lyke stared blankly at me, as she walked away with her class. and i proclaimed under my breath, "shit. i'm so screwed now."

and the other instance was in skool also. and we (all of us) were ponning this class. so we asked the teacher (mrs.andrews) for the pass, and we played outside the class. we were lyke having sume water fight or sumething. or we kept filling our mouths with water, and then spitting it all out on the each other. and then again, wynnie's class walked pass us again and she caught me in the act once more. and she said, "bella. wad are you doing? aren't you suppose to be in class?" and i replied, "erm. yah. but who cares?" and i quickly sneaked back to class.

wad a dumb dream i had. and i was poofed out of my dreams when the phone rang. only realizing, that i was late with my appointment with sihong audrey and cindy.

stayed home the whole day. now i wouldn't at all mind staying at home, since i have my studies to fret abt. i had uncooked spaghetti for brunch. and they were uncooked. cos i whipped it up myself, believe it or not. and it was soooo grosse. wanted to thorw them away, cos they tasted so much lyke wire. but nonetheless, still ate them.

i'm so hungry now. cos that's all i ate the whole day. maybe not, cos i had cheese eggs too. and that were all i had. should have got my mom to tah-bao for me. but nvm. shall bury my hunger with my history revision. for once, i finally agree with wad many had to say abt history. jus read ur text lyke a storybook, and you'll at least understand the wee bit that's going on. but! the characters are always to mistakeable. maybe only for chapter 3: china.

warning to all viewers: wad you are about to read might have many unforseen effects on ur mind. so if you feel squirmish abt it, pls turn away from your screen. okei. there are a no. of characters mentioned in chapter 3 and they were all chinese names. and i'm bad in recalling chinese names. and while i was reading through, i get so confused with all the name that i wanted to (on the verge) of giving them english names so that i could remember them better. take for eg. sun yat sen will be thus be known to me as sunny. mao zhe dong aka harry. sounds super bimboitic rite! above mentioned: eliminated.

feels rather comforted now. at least i'm done already with my maths. and i'm left with my history and science to fret abt now. history, partially done. feels accomplished. gonna revise after drums 2morrow. at shan's house. shall try revising in the dining area, since there's realli no other disturbance there.

went out to study today. studied with terkey at yishun bk, and actually we were talking most of the time. but still, managed to quiten dwn once in a veri short while, to do our maths. did sume barter trading with her. she lent me her hist notes, while i provided her with maths holidays assignment ans.

figured out sume maths stuff, while terkey went to sleep on the oily bk table. feel a lil sense of accomplishement. gonna continue with more of maths later on. gotta get sume stuff done, b4 i go to bed. there's this old folk's home thing 2morrow, and i'm kinda lyke worried abt it. cos i'm nv good with old pple, and i'm afraid of them. cos they're so fragile. remembered once when i was on the train, and this old man was walking pass me. the train jerked and he almost fell, but i stuck out my leg to break the fall a little. and it was rather natural also to reach out my hands to grab him. he din fall in the end. and so he sat beside me on the train. and shortly after he sat down, saw him trying to stop the bleeding off his arm. and this bossy women saw seatted opp. us saw it and she sort of immediately lyke blamed me for causing his old wound to rupture or sumething. and she thgt i din understand hokkien or sumething, cos i vividly heard wad she said to that old man.

got realli pissed. lyke wad the fig trees has that thing got to do with me. you should thank me, cos i broke his fall. but yea, since then had been rather afraid of old pple. nv wana get involved with them other than my grandma. maybe she's different cos she watched me grow up. but yea, feel realli reluctant abt gng for the old folk's home thing. and the other thing, i cun speak proper chinese and i know nuts abt dialect other than a lil hokkien. lyke man, its freaky.

can i not go, pls?

be an optimist. shall cast my worries aside and rejoice! there's drums on thurs! horray! finally. after weeks without any of such entertainment.

can sumebody pls help me with my a.maths?

there's cg after 2morrows old folks home. gonna cheong home after cg, to continue with my revision. pls dun get me wrong here. this ain't sume kind of studios act, but yea. maybe i should focus more on maths and history, since its the first paper at the start of the term. wad a nice way to start the term with. history! my most dreaded.

off i go. back to shinglee maths.

*ahem* announces LOUDLY and PROUDLY!

JENRINE WAS HERE!

-wilco out-

i'm feeling so scared! cos skool holiday's end this week, and that means i have only 1 week left to start on my revision.

okei. i realli need help with my a.maths. i'm so struggling with it now. i can't do logarithms, for nuts. i'm feeling realli threatened and jeopardized. sounds dumb, but that's really how i'm feeling it. can someone pls help me with my a.maths! i'm gonna be so skrewed if i dun get any help.

yesterday, was conferencing with jerine and terkey. chatted about a lot of stuff, but no gossiping. discussed lots of stuff, a lot on guys. raging hormones and stuff, they way they're all freakin' us girls alot with their 24/7 fantasizing. it was scarry enough to even discuss about what they will always be thinking. lyke sex, and stuff. and sumetymes when they look at you, you nv know whether they're slowly stripping you in their minds.

i've nv said this b4. but i'm realli xcited abt how God can use me and jiayi to re-establish a strong cg in phs! -rubs palms 2gether with a smirk- its jus gonna be a whole hell out of a ride for us man! and yes, i believe it'll also be the time when we grow much much more in God, as we do more of his work. i'm realli xcited.

all of a sudden, the pple arnd me, they're lyke starting to be more acceptive to the love of God. lyke hui yuan, yesterday heard that she's been invited to this christian rock concert. its realli cool man. lyke how suddenly everything's changing, and pple are becoming more receptive to God.

i feel so proud to be a christian. 2dae's sermon has taught me alot of things. its has sumewad made me view things frm a totally different perspective. and i've decided to forgive you. i want to grow more in God, and by not learning how to forgive it can nv bring me up to the other depth of maturity.

God, will you forgive me too? you sent Jesus to die for our sins, but yet i did not wish to forgive my fren. i'm sorry, God. show me more of Your love, so that i could also love your pple as much as how you loved us. but God, as much as i know i can nv love others that much lyke how you so loved us, but help me to love them with all that i can. thank you, Jesus.

amen.

ok. received shocking news. and man, that kinda sent sume shit dwn my ass. case kept descret.

2dae's cg was great. and we played this lil barnabas kind of thing. and i'm sin hui's barnabas, and she wans wang wang xue bing. so does she wan 1 lil packet, or 1 BIG packet? -hammers myself-

was chatting r(a) with sihong on msn yesterday night. got realli horney. but yea, nothing pervy but maybe a lil scientific. so therefore, i should correct the above statement. i was chatting science with s.h yesterday night. she got the whole topic started, telling me that she read frm eat-my-ass's blog abt this erwin guy caught masturbating in the toilet. and it reminded me of the e.d (erectile dysfunction) documentary video that i caught in the poly clinic the other day, when i was there to get my neck checked.

well, i shall not go to any further explicit details. contents not meant for the faint-hearted. but yea, it was realli hilarious. and i even tagged on s.h's blog, that if all of a sudden my husband tells me that he has e.d, i will divorce him even after decades of marriage! yea, its a joke. dun think anyone gets the joke, unless he/she knows wad e.d is all abt. but maybe if knowing wad e.d is all abt, doesn't necessarily mean tt person may get my joke. ho, father father father!

this reminds me of some celebrity all-star song years back. think its called "what's going on?" if i still remember. kinda liked it. the video's cool too. black and white, but nelly furtado kinda spoilt it.

i've been craving for vodka for days! man! i'm gonna get it 2morrow, no matter how man. but hooch is absolutely fine with me too. they're realli addictive. was discussing about alcoholic drinks with my mom yesterday. and i asked her why she doesn't drink vodka. this was wad she said:

mom: vodka?! you wan me to get drunk isit?
me: its alcohol content is only 5.5%!
mom: so wad. you better dun anyhow drink this kinda stuff. ur still underage.
me: but how will you know, when ur drunk?
mom: you feel lyke ur floating, and you cun walk str8. why, you wanna drink isit?!

firstly, is drinking a sin? realli, i'm not trying to be sarcastic and all. but realli, is it a sin to drink? cos smoking is a sin rite? think so. and drinking is also similarly linked to smoking too rite?

hope that i'll manage to get hold of that bottle of hooch or vodka, since i look old enough. maybe...

Which Band Member Would You Be?
this quiz was made by Erin @ Bored Now

woo... i was hoping drummer! but guitarist is cool too! all tt finger moving!

yeay! i'm finally done in remaking my blog! -pats herself on the back- actually reused the old template but made quite a no of changes to it here and there. realli cool, and poser lyke. but yea, i realli lyke it.

and i finally changed the tagboard fonts as in, not the body fonts but the other fonts. realli satisfied with the remaking. and now, i can finally take my mind off this and concentrate on my revision and a.maths hmwk.

shall blog more later.

shall blog a quick entry before i continue with my maths. din know that there was so much to be done, only ater visiting wizlearn. nvm, shall not complain cos complaining doesn't lighten the heavy workload at all.

so yea, jiayi's making me feel lyke a pj. prayer jockey. so yea, everyone welcome to ptv: total request live. and guess wad ptv is, its prayer tee vee! or to some, its ptw: prayer tee wee. i think tom yam mus be so shocked man. cos when we lyke complaining a lil abt all the hmwk and revison tt has to be done, b4 the term ends, i suddenly said "no lah. mus learn to trust God." den he was lyke, "LOLL... dOts!" tt had probably "shocked the whole century!" maybe at the back of his mind, he must be wondering lyke since when has this horney girl ever been so holey!

hahahahah!!! remembered tt night when all of us were playing piggy and i got so totally horney! and everyone was asking me to control myself. okei, everydays' my horny day. so wad can i say. maybe it runs in the family.

this is so disheartening. liwei's back, but he has to go for his reservice. which means no drums til after his reservice. but nvm, its probably a blessing too cos i can then concentrate fully on my revision. and yea, i gotta do well in my studies too cos tt in also part of my ministry. and if i do desire for a cg to be established in our skool, i myself have got to a role model for others(sheeps to be?) to look upon.

to my peers, they have probably known me as someone who jus wans fun fun and more fun. and studies are lyke secondary in my life, while most of the time i jus wanna enjoy the pleasures of the world. maybe that is what i've got to work on to, other than desiring to be salt and light. but yea, the attitude and the mindset. but of course, i dun seek for competition of any sort, cos i am totally and absolutely uninterested in competing with others. i mean friendly competition tt's totally fine, but competition where you try to even outwit and outplay ur friends, i'm nv for tt.

i dunno. but sumetymes i feel that due to the fact that we're all studying in s'pore and the thing abt kiasu-ism, it becomes lyke if you are unwilling to compete, pple deem them as epathy. i dunno. tt's absolutely how i feel abt things that so constantly happen in skool. maybe even teachers think this way. and even most of us work hard just only to meet up to the level of competency.

but still, i've got to learn to have a spirit of excellance. and yes, mediocrity and epathy, they're still playing their part in me. gonna try to put in my every effort into my studies, and my other ministries as well. and yea, let all that i've tried be justified on the scripts in phase II of our sa.

"i've given all my best and i have no regrets." -william hung. will that be what i am, at the end of the sa?

this was what i wanted to blog yesterday, but since i was in my grandma's house, even switching on the com seemed almost impossible.

yesterday's service was totally explosive. it was jus crazy, the atmosphere. it was superb. i was really touched by the worship, and i felt those goosebumps kinda thing. goosebumps not the bad way, defintely. i was once again drawn back to His love, and ... i'm speechless. its jus ... wow! tt's how it so appear to me.

worship was realli great, xcept for one thing. we were standing on the steps and jiamin was standing right behind me. and she was singing realli loudly. and even when i was trying to sing, i couldn't even hear myself. i heard her. and i was lyke figiting (is tt how you spell it?), trying to position myself away frm her voice. but unfortch, to no avail. but still, Jesus rocks.

when i was at my grandma's house, i wanted so much to spend my q.t. but i was afraid that they would scold me. din even dare to take out my bible. since they're so devoted to their 'lord'. <-- pls dun get me misunderstood. but yea, slept with my aunt cos she has air-con in her room. and my aunts know that i so can't sleep without air-con.

slept before them. so that b4 my aunt steps into the room, i could still spend sume quality time praying. i felt lyke i prayed realli long, but it was great. lots of things to ask God about, and to even commit them into His hands. and i prayed about my neck too. and yea, God healed my neck! woo, nothing to fret about.

i'm really excited about establishing a phs cg, soon and very soon with God's favour upon us. and i pray, that i'll nv lose this vision til i've seen it come to past. having a goal to work to is good. but, how can God use me if i disobey Him. wanna learn to be an obedient child of God. lots of actions to be carried out.

God, help me to have control over my tongue. and i want to obey You more. help me to obey you, and to grow more in You as i try very much to walk in step with You. by faith, amen.

jus came back frm poly clinic. there's so many pple there, and i waited til my ass hurts. man... i need more patience. the doctor's realli funny. one of the friendliest doctor i've ever met in a poly clinic. okay, was there to check my neck. thgt i needed a cast or sumething. thank God it was jus a muscle strain, cos i dun wanna roam the streets with a damn cast on my neck.

my neck was lyke killing me for the pass 2 days man. and i had trouble getting to slp. so yea, anyone with neck aches, pls go to ur nearest pharmacy and purchase a tube of muscle relief cream.

now i understand why pple enjoy drinking. cos vodka is realli nice. vodka original tastes realli fruity. and hahahaha! i pryed open the bottle by myslef, in my bro's room using his table edge to pry the cap open. and wth, i spilled sume of it on his bed. and i was lyke, "oh shit! my vodka." but who cares, left it there to evaporate.

vodka, absolutely.

deleted one of my most vulgar entry. its totally uncensored, and wadever else you could think of. hatred, sin and frustration streaming through my veins then. i hope i din stumble anyone.

okei. hope our skool's pool table is repaired. cos i'm meeting sihong 2morrow at 8 to play pool, b4 miss tang's lesson. pool's jus so addictive, wad can i say. and i think we might zao geng, cos we're in skirts! but nvm, pool's still fun.

you yong ci is highly addictive! playing 3 games alone is enough to get anyone addicted to it. its so fun! played lyke a loser initially. it reali sucked at first, cos it was so difficult to slide the cue smoothly. and i made the ball jump so many times. and fouled alot of times too. when i played with sin hui, we were lyke competing with each other to lyke foul the most. and we played realli slowly.

sean and tom yam damn pro man. they are so so pro. i was realli impressed man. but sean's hand veri funny looking. he looked as if he's practising tai ji. summoning his inner powers to lyke push his balls into the holes. and shan is amazing man. she suddenly lean on the table, and lyke slid the cue behind her, attempting to strike the balls. it was realli impressive.

had this reali crazy idea. since cuppage basement has a pool parlor too, if our cg doesn't mind playing pool too, we can all play pool 2gether sumeday. and since you gotta be at least 16 and above to enter, we have wynnie who's 16 turning 17. but... maybe its a bad idea too. cos its reali lyke a beng and lians hang-out. but other than the negative influences, the game's realli fun. it requires skill and precision.

sorry, but when girls play pool, the posture sumetymes seem realli erotic. esp, those when you realli gotta lean ur full body onto the table, and stretch out as far as you can, to try to aim for the right angle to strike the ball. if ur tall, tt's an advantage. but its sooo fun!

now i truly understand why shan always hangs anrd ms. prays hard tt the pool table in skool is repaired by monday. den shall drag sihong early in the morning to play pool with me, b4 our maths remedial.

pool rocks totally.

there are so many things striking me in the head over and over again. and i wonder to myself, "who exactly are the ones, whom i can trust?" i guess i've already got the ans to my questions, but then again i ask myself, "what is it abt them, tt makes me feel so comfortable abt sharing veri private things openly to them?"

one main reason is b'cos, they're interested in my life and they're sincere abt it. yea, they do mock at me sumetymes. but its their truthfullness and sincerity tt has realli touched my heart. i really thank God for sending such pple into my lives, to encourage me and also to guide and teach me.

thank you, and i appreciate it.

finally, i'm home. so tried. gonna sleep soon. my dad's gone crazy. he's coming up with this "no com after 10" rule, and it sure rocks my ass. lyke wth, wad are holidays for? but he allows us to only use the com later, on saturdays. oh dawg. and he was lyke lecturing me while sending me to skool, abt how important it is to have at least 7-8 hrs of slp. blah blah. and i was lyke, "yup. i know tt. tt's why even when i use the com way late in the night, i get up late in the morning too. so i still get my 8 hrs of slp. but anyway, i slp at least 10hrs."

and my dad got rather irritated. bella shall be guai and obedient. and my dad is lame. he said, "on weekdays, you go to slp str8 after 10 and i'll use the net to read my newspapers." this is probably lyke the lamest thing i've heard frm my dad. he asked me whether i wanted to be a business women when i grow up. and i was lyke, "no! i'm nv interested with transactions and accounts. but i'm much more interested in media." hahahha. den i told my dad, "actually, being a undertaker is quite good also. cos everyone dies. or maybe a mortician." and i think my dad got quite shocked, but also rather amused by wad i said. ha! den my dad said, "yah! its true. dun tell me you wan to be one? you gotta have alot of guts."

had a realli crazy idea while on my way to my grandma's house. anyone up for a cemetry walk. cemetry as in christian cemetry. bring along a cam, and jus snap snap snap. are you guys thinking tt i'm sick. no, i'm not. but realli, i thinks its gonna be realli fun. i'm not sadictic. christianity preaches tt everyone goes to heaven after death. so i dun think there's much to be afraid of.

death = beginning of eternity

to shan: cool abt the idea? lets go and snap, snap, snap. go there act photographer.

okei. i've decided to go for church camp. ahh... shall not wallow in self-pity. okei. but at least i think i've made the right choice.

i'm laming jerine out, and she's laming me out too.

jerine: wad's m.i.a?
me: guess wad k.o.g is?
jerine: kid of god.
me: wah-lao... wrong. but close
jerine: King of God! but where got king bigger than God wan?
me: hahahaha!!
jerine: guess wad is l.o.g?
me: dunno
jerine: lamb of God! but i still lyke kiddo of God.
me: no, i lyke l.o.b.
jerine: wad l.o.b? lamb of buddha arh!
me: hahahah!!

the above mentioned had been edited and cut-short. others kept descret.

hahahah! we're gng to skool for training 2morrow! which is probably the biggest lie tt we're all living in. cos we're gonna play pool! how cool is tt? hahaha! and cindy is lame.

me: how much does our skool charge us for an hours game?
cindy: no. is $1 per game.
me: per game per person?
cindy: yah. but heck lah.
me: makes sense. so tt means we can play as long as we lyke.
cindy: no lah. jus make sure tt the ball doesn't drop in.
me: huh? how to?
cindy: jus make sure tt when the ball is abt to drop, one of us put our hands there to stop it lor.
me: huh? then wad's the use of playing pool? might as well go ms play.
cindy: no. cos our skool one is lyke, once the ball drops in the hole it will nv come out again.

hahahah! highly entertaining! ho. its finalised tt we have hpt camp also on the same day as youth camp. how co-incidental. decision making. arrggghhh! this jus sucks. but maybe i realli need to learn to make decisions, tt glorifies the k.o.g.

oh no! din go for training 2dae. jus woke up only. as in realli, jus woke up at exctly 1 on the dot. and i thgt it was sunday 2dae. oh man. when i was slping, i thgt it was sunday. cos my house was super quiet. so i thgt maybe my parents went to the market to buy breakfast for me.

but when i officially woke up, i found things a lil weird. cos there was no service yesterday, so 2dae musn't be sunday! or did i miss service? but if i did go for service, wad did i do there? then i asked my bro and he said it was tuesday 2dae! wth. and my bro told me not to be stupid. i realli thgt it was sunday initially, and i was wondering how cume my week passed so quickly when i only started to do my maths hmwk yesterday.

i've slept half my day away. shall not waste much time anymore. shall go brush my teeth and have my brunch, b4 starting on all the graphs.