who says what?

the world says: hey! just show them what you are made of. and show them what you've got!

but the word says: to love thy enemies, and to treat thy neighbour as thyself.

or was it? i can't remmeber. and i love acting shakespearean. so yea...

SO WHAT SAY YOU?

wah, its getting hot!
i hope i don't stink.

DRAMA, DRAMA. i guess it spells her name. or was is it mellow-dramatic in any way. an overused diction that has soon lost its aggression. thanks d _ _ _ _ _, these shall be the lyrics to another of my song. and you get the credit, friend! and when im done with it, there goes the tune. inspire me, rape me, seduce me.

the above was crap and totally random. but well, that's what i really love about all those random-ness. whatever you call them. you crap, and the crap builds up. nice! so you get a huge pile of crap under that thick mass of hair.

yes, saturday saturday. jamming was _________. (inspired by terkey to blank everything). so what do you think the word was. fill it up. if you thgt negative, there you are. a negative nun. and if you thgt positive, congrats, you cheery ol' fruit. it was hell fun! and we've got a recording. that's rather screwed i reckon now, from all the mistakes. and a no. of big fat jarring ones from me, yes the almighty. no that was god, and i ain't God. just a measly child of God.

boy, someone make me stop the crap! no i can't and i shall continue.

to Where's Jamie: we'll work on wmuwse again! not again, yes again! and yea, to more mistakes and a clean cut. and CALM DOWN!!! loosen up! and up the bass pls. bring some cloth for the rickety snare. and promarks pls, terkey! and we might have a surprise guest. maybe, if she's free. and yea, she'll be of great help! cos she knows what's good and what's not!

*to all viewers: the above was utmost crap and more crap. sincere apologies from the management of crap-oids.

THIS BLOG IS CURRENTLY UNAVAILABLE DUE TO A VERY STUBBORN AND UNPREDICTABLE BITHCY ACER. it is therefore declared dead only for this short moment. it shall be revived soon and very soon. til then...

if i died tomorrow
would this song live on forever...

who loves saturday's as much as i do? here's why saturday's are worth all that it takes to have fun! cos there's jamming (alternately) and then church. but as for today, there was the 'farewell' dinner/barbeque/steamboat to junaidy. it was really fun. its such a pity he's leaving, and i think i miss him actually. feels like a part of the picture's missing. actually i think the bbq/steamboat, should have combined all the tables together, so it'd be more like a dinner with the whole class. we were all separated to 3 tables, perhaps 4 maybe with the gb girls all to themselves.

and ms tang's happy. its quite a rare sight. and i thgt lee lao shi resembled her 'maria'. and ms chionh looked like she felt uncomfortable cos ms tan wasn't there. but still, i think she had fun.

check out this pic, its really nice.


now i regret for not asking those guys whether i could take a pic with them, cos it was for a project that we were doing. it was project on the no of teenagers who wear black polo tees in our society. but i look like part of them, if i were to squat by the walls of far east. but there's another pic though. cos they left and i tried walking near them, while sihong took our back-shot. and i look part of them. but the left-out, abandoned chick.

and from personal observation, i think amanda appears more vibrant and 'relieved of all burden' now that she's transfering, and its a good thing. aren't you happy, girl? but its a wise choice too, cos i think passion stays forever, not that friends don't. but its the passion that keeps you going. so yea, hold on tight to it! and try to have fun with ms ng, if she's teaching you.

unopened letter to the world
with love

its only the 2nd week of school, and all the work and stress is already wearing me down. im struggling to finish up all given assignments, and there's still so much revision that hasn't been done. chinese o's is somewhere in june. and i haven't done any revision so as yet, other than the required one for the common test.

i've clean forgotten all the formulas to both chemistry and physics. i guess i'd be copying loads of undone hmwk tmr.

to hell with all of them.

paunchy ne-zha

WHERE'S JAMIE'S PERFORMING ON THE 30TH OF FEB AT YOUTH PARK. DO SUPPORT US ALL!

the news was shocking, and it really scared me. but you really are strong, and i salute you.

i think im loving lil chuck more and more. man, i sound like a single mom don't i. clarissa saw lil chuck today, but i forgot to introduce them to each other.

don't think you can Handle This, but i wish we could...

what kind of stump can you be standing up?
a freaking rose

send revival onto this blog, and it shall be done soon.

common tests are tideous and exhausting. just 5 days only, and i've developed black panda eyes. but i think its a good thing too, cos at least we revise during the holidays. much more fruitful and productive.

bringing little chuck out tmr. bringing him to shang and show him to the laney's there. hope he doesn't freak out. shall introduce him to clarissa too. both in the same band, yet strangers to one another.

i can't play play quick enough during the palm muted part of Makes No Diff.

gotta get myself nylon picks tmr, instead of the lousy plastic ones i'm using now. hate that piak piak sound. shall get my transparent nylon picks after service, and i'd pray i won't keep losing them again. a pick holder would come in handy, maybe not in my case though. maybe i should get a lock strap too.

here's a very faith-filled statement: Where's Jamie will be famous, someday. and we'll all be mature musicians, rocking our ass off even when our bones turn soft and brittle. cos we'll be a sensation.

it takes faith to believe, and it indeed is faith-filled.

get it?

her feelings she hide, her dreams she can't find.

well, her dreams she definitely CAN find, but her feelings she hide. and yes, my feelings i hide. fullstop.

felt like a loner! got stuff for Where's Jamie only, all by myself after service. i guess im born a loner (not the negative way here of course). but i really liked it alot, doing what you call shopping yourself. it was fun, really it was. and i'd probably looked like some love-sick patient strolling down the streets of city hall. went to bras besah to get terkey her curt cobain look alike note-book. hesistated to buy it, cos it wasn't a best deal. many shops were closed, including sweelee. and i thgt i could get sihong her fender strap there, cos it'd be cheaper. walked arnd the whole of bras besah passing by many closed shutters til i saw a warmly litted shop at a very tiny corner that repairs and sells guitars. cool.

can't remember what its called, but i realise many shop owners are impressed by girls who play guitars and they have their own bands too. ha! that guy invited me to sit and talk with him. felt a little uncomfortable though. but he's nice. gave a couple of good advice, on amps and other stuff. im still hunting for cheaper marhsall 15w amp. and he thgt i wanted a 50w for practise. rather amusing conversation...

guy: so what guitar are you using?
me: oh, i got my first frm the sweelee sale.
guy: which guitar did you get?
me: ha! that cheap squire bullet for only $99.
guy: so how's it?
me: the fretboards rather small.
guy: tt's good. don't girls always like small fretboards. i've got a couple of female customers who like small fretboards!

amsing it is, indeed. but then again, i do know of a friend who has BIG HANDS! and small's not her thing.

then, i walked all the way to peninsula and then to excelsoir to check up dear fender straps. and that navin guy knows me already. and he asked, "oh. let me guess what you're buying this time?" and i don't know what that thing is called. but well. he's a really nice guy. and guess what, im telling this to the whole wide world. sweelee sold my squire bullet at $99, and this freaking gay sold the exact same one at $257. wow! and i shamed him by telling him i got the same guitar for only $99.

then i went to this other shop at excelsoir (the best bargain shop) and got something else for clarissa. and then i asked for an extrahard pick for bass. and he thgt i played the bass too. and i was like, "erm, no. im getting it for my friend. i don't really play the bass. but i do play guitar and drums though." and he tried to sell his drums to me. like, "oh when you are ready to get drums, you can get those there. or the eletronic ones." thanks, but no thanks. i'd rather a small and compact tama stagestar. the BASS IS REALLY GOOD! doubt anyone will believe it, cos its small.

my dad thinks im crazy cos i want a bunk-bed, with a work station at the bottom. the bottom-line is, I WANT A WORK-STATION, and a jamming corner just for my dear chuck evans and next to come jenny marshall/laney. no peavey pls. and my dad asked abt tube amps. and im like, "woah! daddy, you really got so much cash to spare!"

marshall. road marshall. JENNY marshall.

personality cult

feeling really drunk, from lit. and i took quite a really long time just to finish a poem, with many distractions on the way of course. here's a lit thing: i think i did my essay wrongly, cos my part 2 question is almost similar to part 3 when part 2 is supposed to be stylistic. well... i really can't be bothered to change my answers. its going to be tideous, and i wrote only oneandthreequater page long, given a sec.4 student. its pathetic, and thank you. and im prepared to see loads of red scribbles all over it, after it gets back to us.

school is starting on monday, and i totally dread it. well, can't say im not in the mood for studying, cos i have to no matter what. history repeating's never a good thing. and i hate our c.t1 time-table to the hell core. and i guess that speaks for all phs students taking their c.t on the 2nd day of school.

God blast our ass.

well, pardon me for the next few entries to come. they're going to be about lit, hist, ss, sc chem, sc physics. and there's chinese. so i shall not take chinese b no matter what, and let's just hope i really pass it this time. at least a c5, would be really cool. reality check: i've been consistantly scoring f9's, e8's, d7's, and c'6's.

so much to worry so much to fear. well i should trust God then, since He told us not to worry about tomorrow. well, if only these issues became a little more myopic, and i'd be greatful. but i guessed i've seriously developed a psychological barrier, after past ct.1 that's got everything tumbling. if you know it, you know it. if you don't, well find out yourself.

well, i went to a shrink and this was what she told me. it was the lack of sex that was bringing me down! so my bro did me, and my pregnancy was reported live on msn.com! (if you do get what this all means.)

our last day of summer, 2thousandand4...