lips of an angel
back from leadership camp. it's different. different from the ones i've attended back in high school. this one's less comfortable, less expensive, but nevertheless, an atmosphere of exuberance and love.
there's the urgecy to move on. people are motivated and encouraged to take up roles of leadership for god - stepping out of the pit, a comfortable place you've made out for yourself, into the wilderness of leadership.
i've always viewed leadership as prostituting ones' life in exchange for nothing. you give up your rights; rights to reject any church activities. you give up your time; time that could be spent with yourself and friends; time that could be spent having fun. you give you your life; life which is your rights and time.
during altar call, there was THE prompting. i responded, but at the end of it, i questioned if it could be the pseudo environment that has got me responding postively. however, it could really be the Holy Spirit.
my decision was to go with the latter.
back from leadership camp. it's different. different from the ones i've attended back in high school. this one's less comfortable, less expensive, but nevertheless, an atmosphere of exuberance and love.
there's the urgecy to move on. people are motivated and encouraged to take up roles of leadership for god - stepping out of the pit, a comfortable place you've made out for yourself, into the wilderness of leadership.
i've always viewed leadership as prostituting ones' life in exchange for nothing. you give up your rights; rights to reject any church activities. you give up your time; time that could be spent with yourself and friends; time that could be spent having fun. you give you your life; life which is your rights and time.
during altar call, there was THE prompting. i responded, but at the end of it, i questioned if it could be the pseudo environment that has got me responding postively. however, it could really be the Holy Spirit.
my decision was to go with the latter.